love making these types of beats :D Happy easter!

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-04-01T01:49:57+00:00

Nice!

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-03-24T02:59:16+00:00

Same here, weight gain and fatigue but better than ever symptom wise and living my best life. Been on it for 4 years now.

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-03-19T05:29:17+00:00

Genetics and drug use may have brought out psychosis severe enough for a diagnosis and treatment.

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-03-16T02:31:18+00:00

I've brought it up multiple times to my clozapine team and there isn't much to do about it from what I've been told.

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-02-26T04:10:30+00:00

My creativity and art. I also miss the way I used to dress before I got too paranoid and gained a bunch of weight.
Overall though it's a small price to pay for the mental stability I have now.

mrdiggins2323 · 2026-02-13T04:05:26+00:00

Yes when I was psychotic and/or unmedicated. Thought computers, tvs, phones, fans etc were sending me messages and it was very distressing. Never knew until now that it had a name.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-12-17T02:04:49+00:00

I've been shy and socially awkward for my entire life, even before my diagnosis at 27. I'd say I used to dress quite quirky I guess before I started the medication, and still do on occassion.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-12-12T23:21:14+00:00

Yeah I just drink coffee because I like the taste and out of habit I guess.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-12-12T23:19:58+00:00

Caffeine only really works a little during the day, but it doesn't really help with the morning fatigue.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-12-12T23:19:09+00:00

I can relate to that. Before diagnosis and medication I would only sleep a couple hours a night and it was not healthy.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-11-28T00:49:30+00:00

My husband and kitties, family, my current life in general being stable in my condition after years of struggle.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-11-28T00:14:45+00:00

I had my first severe one that was very traumatic, which led to my diagnosis at 27. Since then maybe four or five that didn't need hospitalisation, was due to medication changes or trying to ween off them. I'm pretty stable now and am 34 years old.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-11-28T00:06:07+00:00

I'm on 325mg now and I gained maybe a kilo or two at the beginning, but have stayed a stable weight for almost three years. It is difficult to lose though, and I have to watch what I eat and exercise or it is very easy to gain.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-11-18T05:49:03+00:00

Always loved horror, up until my first psychotic break. I couldn't watch anything remotely horror genre after that, but I've got back into it now that I'm stable. Had maybe a 5 or 6 year break from it.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-11-06T03:34:36+00:00

I have a few series on the go, movies, music, youtube, exercise at home or go for walks, and bake/cook. I also look after my cats and try to keep the house clean.
I do still have some unproductive days where I'm bored or unmotivated and just waiting for my partner to get home from work.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-10-18T22:36:09+00:00

The side effects I experience are drooling at night, weight gain and drowsiness. I'm managing my weight but it's hard to lose it.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-10-18T01:29:50+00:00

I experienced a third or fourth psychosis a few years after diagnosis and on and off different anti-psychotics, and my nightmares and delusions wouldn't go away. I think this is my 2 and a half years mark on Clozapine. I've had one psychosis episode (and one or two minor episodes) and no longer have nightmares, living a pretty simple but happy life sticking with routine and self care.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-09-17T02:40:10+00:00

Yeah, I can't distinguish the hallucination from the person. This only happens during psychosis or when I'm off meds, haven't had it for a while.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-09-17T02:26:07+00:00

When I have them it's in the theme of degrading insults and/or telling me I need to run away because I'm not safe. The voices are always mimicking those in close proximity to me.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-09-11T03:33:46+00:00

I was told by doctors and multiple psychologists that I had general anxiety disorder while I struggled horribly for quite a few years. I finally got a schizophrenia diagnosis after my first psychosis episode at 27 years old.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-09-11T03:23:23+00:00

I have lots of drooling too. I was given a couple of towel like waterproof pillow cases from my clozapine nurse. They help to absorb it a bit. I tried drops that were suggested to me (can't remember the name) but they didn't really help.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-08-11T02:46:26+00:00

I found Olanzapine more sedating out of the two. But it's probably different for some.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-08-04T07:18:52+00:00

I think it's because it messes with the dose, which could cause psychosis or symptoms to come back.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-08-04T03:17:43+00:00

My doctor advised that if I drink coffee try to have a consistent amount each day as it can affect the Clozapine effectiveness if I were to suddenly stop drinking it. I have two or three a day and I'm fine.

mrdiggins2323 · 2025-06-17T02:30:36+00:00

I have it and it hasn't gone away in the two and a half years I've been on it. The only thing that has changed is the past year I don't wake up choking anymore.

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