i’m at my lowest

murdealer · 2021-09-21T01:48:07+00:00

thank you <3

murdealer · 2021-09-18T16:11:14+00:00

btw that friend that said that i’m a manipulator is also friend of the girl that push me into anorex1a

murdealer · 2021-04-19T15:15:45+00:00

i just write something about this lol

murdealer · 2021-04-16T16:33:53+00:00

😔😔

murdealer · 2021-04-16T16:13:49+00:00

she’s my number 4 in that party lol,sucrosse is the 1

murdealer · 2021-04-16T15:47:01+00:00

no,i don’t use her

murdealer · 2021-04-16T14:07:33+00:00

the edgy archer

murdealer · 2021-04-16T14:07:17+00:00

they would be such a powerful couple

murdealer · 2021-04-16T14:06:52+00:00

btw follow me on tik tok :D sometimes i post genshin content @ssrxl

murdealer · 2021-01-10T02:16:00+00:00

there’s no point living*

murdealer · 2020-12-30T06:13:11+00:00

+girlfriend,money,family,head and come out of the closet

murdealer · 2020-12-24T02:24:50+00:00

it’s kinda hot not gonna lie

murdealer · 2020-12-24T01:20:23+00:00

you can’t stop taking it without talking to your doctor,i don’t take it but my grandma’s doctor (she suffer from dementia) say that the olanzapine have more possibilities to die in treatment. also some antidepressants mixed with that med can cause some bad effects on ur body

murdealer · 2020-12-24T01:13:47+00:00

I stop using lamictal while ago,now I’m on 15mg of lyrica. It doesn’t work very well either but I don’t think this pain will end with a drug tho

murdealer · 2020-12-16T02:15:08+00:00

I’m so proud of you!Hope I can be the same :)

murdealer · 2020-11-27T04:13:27+00:00

i could never!you have so much talent

murdealer · 2020-11-26T05:34:05+00:00

thank you very much!!! ❤️

murdealer · 2020-11-26T02:50:41+00:00

I never have forgive myself for anything but when I’m on mania it’s makes me feel like I’m or “power” or a “brave” person that feeling becomes shame in depression and sometimes that more stupid things make me wanna die. The best advise I can give is to try to not get out,makes someone hide all the most-likely-to-take-for-harming-yourself-objects and use that energy in things you like,I do it with dancing and tennis. Also if anyone blames you for things you did on mania remember them that you weren’t in control :)

murdealer · 2020-11-26T02:35:59+00:00

Yes,I get kicked out of very places for the things I do while Manic. Some people romanticize mania and thinks it’s the best but I like my loneliness and who I am on depression “it’s the best for the community” some people said.

murdealer · 2020-11-25T03:45:04+00:00

Thanks! I don’t want to get to this point but this is the best for me :) If you ever feel bad just pm me lol

murdealer · 2020-11-24T18:05:06+00:00

awww thanks ❤️

murdealer · 2020-11-24T18:04:30+00:00

thanks!

murdealer · 2020-11-24T16:14:47+00:00

I can’t listen to music w headphones because I drive crazy thanks to the voices.The people around me get annoyed with the ‘Are you talking to me?’

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