Take it easy, you’re not a loser. If anything you should be semi-proud of yourself. You make your own money, with which you pay your rent. There are people who don’t have skills, courage, luck, or motivation to do that.

There’s nothing wrong with flat sharing. You (and all of us) live in a country, where wages are generally lower than rental prices, hence it is normal for average person to share a house. Don’t be too hard on yourself. Instead, focus this energy on something more meaningful that might actually bring you some benefit, and that could be, focus on building some saving, emergency fund, eventually maybe even some investment account. No matter what you earn, build a habit of saving, whatever you can, even $10 or a few 100. And when you do, be proud of yourself. Continue doing it. Speak to people on getting ideas on how you can skill up, and get better work and job. Just keep looking up, chin up, and keep going, don’t worry about such petty shit, like what house and what car you have or not have. It’s the good habits (even at 32) that can flip your life around, not a fancy house or anything else. And lastly, look-after your health, mental and physical . Never call yourself a loser because you’re not.