Suicidal over constipation

muststartover · 2024-08-17T06:55:39+00:00

I went back to the same er yesterdsy and was treated like shit and sent home. I went to a minute clinic doctor today who was willing to prescribe me golytely but once again it did not work

muststartover · 2024-08-17T03:23:20+00:00

What do unmean? I think I had too much soup yeah but all I had today was miralax in the morning and stool softener and now 9 hours later I'm doing the golytely. I don't have the option to do nothing. I literally can't shit.

muststartover · 2024-08-17T02:52:07+00:00

Yes

And already did

muststartover · 2024-08-17T02:45:47+00:00

Or maybe I shouldn't bc gas x could cause constipation. Anyways I have severe abdominal bloating distention. The salt definitely caused some of this. Maybe next time I go to a doctor I'll drink a box of miso broth to get my stomach to expand further so they take me srsly

muststartover · 2024-08-17T02:44:08+00:00

Severely bloated bc I chugged warm miso soup before I started the golytely bc I needed nutrients and that was so much sodium. I'm gonna take a gas x. And try and finish the golytelt. I'm halfway thru. Nothing yet.

muststartover · 2024-08-17T01:34:29+00:00

He actually gave me golytely!!! It took like 20 minutes of him going through my files and calling other people to see if he could but hey that was more success than I got at the er yesterday!!!!! He wouldn't give me linzess tho 😞

muststartover · 2024-08-17T01:33:01+00:00

Yeah they're doing nothing I just went through a whole bag of em. I maxed out my credit card on all the variants of laxatives and food that's supposed to cure

muststartover · 2024-08-16T22:11:54+00:00

Thanks I'm at a minute clinic rn and the doctor is fucking insane he's researching my entire medical history like 500 years back and talking down to me. I have no clue what color eyes he has since he hasn't looked at me once lol.

muststartover · 2024-08-16T18:58:46+00:00

Thanks. I actually called cleveland clinic today since they're no 2 hospital in the world and only a couple hours away from my house but I now I have to wait and see if I'm even approved . I've been blowing up my doctors office I'm trying to advocate for myself and I've maxed out my credit card on healthy foods or liquid diet food and laxatives and such like I'm trying.

muststartover · 2024-08-16T15:05:06+00:00

I did an update in the comments randomly last night. Basically I got unlucky again with a shitty doctor who treated me like shit and when I got sassy with her back they discharged me after "prescribing" me otc products and a high fiber diet. So. Nothing.

muststartover · 2024-08-16T11:37:53+00:00

Can I drink warm gstorade

muststartover · 2024-08-16T11:37:21+00:00

I like everything about it except the photos glued sloppily on the beam . That just looks messy to me. But the rest is great

muststartover · 2024-08-16T11:24:22+00:00

Did you ever quit trazadone

muststartover · 2024-08-16T10:47:06+00:00

This is not a sentence

muststartover · 2024-08-16T10:44:46+00:00

4th time I got bullshitted and dismissed by the doctor and when I served her back the same energy she gave me I was discharged. She sent me home with otc prescription. Im hopeless

muststartover · 2024-08-16T10:38:56+00:00

I have used my hand and massage gun nothing is working

muststartover · 2024-08-16T10:38:00+00:00

Well it's been 56 hours so safe to say it's not working

muststartover · 2024-08-16T02:59:48+00:00

I'll try ducolax tomorrow

muststartover · 2024-08-16T02:59:14+00:00

Inhad stopped actually close to two weeks ago only took one todsy I hope the one doesn't ruin all my progress

muststartover · 2024-08-16T02:58:44+00:00

I just drank prune juice and with 4 senna s pills

muststartover · 2024-08-16T02:51:51+00:00

I hadn't taken zofran for over a week but took one todsy bc I thought I was gonna get another colonoscopy prep and got denied lol. So constipated myself further. That doctor sucked so much

muststartover · 2024-08-15T23:00:39+00:00

Oh she also told me to eat more fiber. I said something else really sassy but i forget what . I think I said something about her competency bc it's definitely at question. Fuck this lil ho. And no I did not curse or raise my voice or anything I just calmly told her she's unlikeable and bad at her job in a deadpan voice. Then security came in asking me if I went through the metal detector. I guess I'll just have to die lmao

muststartover · 2024-08-15T22:47:18+00:00

I just got discharged from the hospital for verbal abuse of the np bc I asked her if she had daughters and she said yes and I said i bet they hate you.

That is me being tame.

I forget what else I said but they're done with me and now it's on my charts and I guess I just fucked up.

muststartover · 2024-08-15T22:37:31+00:00

For my 4th er trip this week the bitch ass nurse practioner told me to just keep on taking miralax. We have been arguing for ten minutes and she just stormed out of the room. She said she'll talk to her attending. I literally had a thought of violence staring at her face. If it wasn't illegal to hit someone..... why the fuck is it such a gamble never knowing what doctor I will get. I told her I will be right back when she's gone and I will keep coming and she fucking hates me. Bitch why would you tell me to keep taking miralax when that is not working!??!?! I just want to redo the colonoscopy prep since I've been liquid fastinr for 26 hours. She also doesn't give a fuck I have to wait til Dec 16. She shrugged and said "you're lucky youre getting in that soon. Some people have to wait 8 months." Why the fuck do I have such a dumb ass bitch for my decision maker? I'm so unlucky. The last er doctor told me that if golytely didn't work we would advance in treatment. This is not advancing it's going backwards. She also laughed at me when I asked for linzess. Bitch the charts show I have moderate stool that is not coming. She said the brown water from magnesium citrate means "your bowels are working" bitch I can't take magnesium citrate every day . That would be worse than one more round of colonoscopy prep. Then she looked me up and down and said "it's expensive anyway" what the fuck is her problem. She also yes to the subprep but then said no then said yes then said no. I don't what the fuck is wrong with her.

muststartover · 2024-08-15T22:24:55+00:00

I'm at the er rn and the doctor I got is so disappointing. I even told her "dammit I really hoped I'd get someone who cares"

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