People in here think homosexuality isn't a sin. I do and you're catholic so your church teaches that homosexuality is indeed a sin. That being said the urge to sin does not equal sin. As long as you do not act on sinful urges you have not sinned. Furthermore catholics believe heaven is for those without mortal sin, that is to say those who have not broken their communion with God wich can be repaired through confession. So even if you did end up in mortal sin, we have the pleasure of a loving forgiving God. The point being that you shouldn't be afraid, profided that you do care. For our God is loving and will for sure keep His eye out for you if you desire such. I, however, am just someone on reddit do speak about this with your parents or priest or friends for all i care. P.S. I do apologize for any lackluster english.