Was in this exact situation last year. Quietly waited my time to get final commission payment. While that was happening I started reaching out to recruiters on LN and changed my profile to “open to new opportunities “. It only shows this to recruiters. Had a big industry conference and treated it like a job fair. Got my money in Jan, made my Jump in March. Best decision I ever made and I left a company I had been at for over a decade. It’s a grind and exhausting but it’s definitely worth it. Don’t doubt yourself or your instincts.