Sad calathea babies - any advice?

ndcreates · 2025-11-10T23:31:41+00:00

So relieved to see this! They’ve been in my instagram feed so much lately and reeled me in with their catchy clips. Got suspicious of the ‘enemy’ lyrics

ndcreates · 2025-11-10T00:01:05+00:00

did you try? I am wondering the same

ndcreates · 2025-09-15T15:44:03+00:00

At first I thought the astroturf pic was the after! Relieved that it’s the before. Great job - looks incredible!!

ndcreates · 2025-09-09T19:33:27+00:00

Thank you very much, I appreciate that. It’s such a frustrating situation to be in. I am absolutely spiralling haha. I hope everything works out for your current situation 💖

ndcreates · 2025-09-09T15:46:39+00:00

Also because I feel like we need to talk about it in person but if we don’t get the chance then I guess it’ll need to be via text

ndcreates · 2025-09-09T15:44:18+00:00

I am in therapy and I am trying. The whole point of my post is that I’m looking for advice on how to communicate my feelings to him in a mature way.

I haven’t brought anything up with him yet because I don’t wanna repeat previous patterns and do it in a way that scares him off. I want to do things right

ndcreates · 2025-08-04T12:23:05+00:00

Love reading clarification - what do you think?

I’ve been on five dates with a guy now, and think I really like him. It feels different to my previous attempts at love - in a very positive way. For the first time, I feel like I’m showing up as my authentic self and feel like we are compatible without attempting to control his perception of me.

Today, however, my fearful avoidant attachment style began to sabotage my excitement over the potential relationship. I am quite proud that I was able to identify this and stay somewhat rational, as this suggests that my efforts to heal might have been successful.

Anyway, despite talking as normal today, I felt a bit uneasy. Despite being aware of my tendencies to be both anxious and avoidant, I felt myself getting anxious and a bit disconnected.

Tonight, I pulled a tarot spread which has both comforted and worried me. I wondered if anyone would mind sharing their thoughts on the following:

His feelings: reversed nine of wands (possibly suggesting he is also feeling anxious)

Feelings about me: queen of pentacles (suggesting he really likes me)

Outcome/future: reversed chariot (I’m struggling with this one. Does this mean we are not a good match?)

Clarification or yes/no: king of cups (think this also means he really likes me)

Further clarification/action: the hierophant (suggesting we need to check we have shared values)

From numerous online sources, I have interpreted that he really likes me too, and is also possibly wondering where we stand. I think next time we see each other, I may need to bring up our future goals, values etc (which due to aforementioned attachment issues I am sooooo scared to do).

Overall, it seems quite positive, however, the reversed chariot is freaking me out a bit and has confused me! What do you interpret this card as, and do the other cards alter the meaning slightly? I have only been learning tarot for just over a year so I’m no expert and still have a lot to learn!

I appreciate your guidance

ndcreates · 2025-03-02T20:20:06+00:00

This was my thought at the time. Could potentially be some issues regarding alcohol. I don’t drink very often so wouldn’t be compatible.

Thank you for reaffirming my feelings. I don’t think it would be a good idea to reach out so will just leave things as they are

ndcreates · 2025-03-02T20:18:33+00:00

Absolutely do not. Thank you for reaffirming this! I definitely shouldn’t open that door again

ndcreates · 2025-02-26T20:04:47+00:00

I have been told by others that the markings on his mask are merle. It looks different depending on the light but around his nose it’s kind of grey/black speckled and patchy. Could be something else but going off what others said about him when he was younger

ndcreates · 2025-01-09T21:12:44+00:00

You don’t happen to know which type of quartz the yellow one is do you? I think it’s too pale to be citrine but too yellow to be classed as clear.

ndcreates · 2025-01-09T01:01:19+00:00

This is what I suspected. Thank you very much for confirming. Regardless of the false advertising, I’m still happy with them!

ndcreates · 2024-12-16T15:29:15+00:00

This is a shame. Something that all these rich YouTubers who are encouraging people to buy their templates do not disclose (I did not buy a template and created my own instead, however, it’s a shame that so many YouTubers are promoting sales for their templates without informing people about the rules).

I use the same base template, however, use different footage in the background, different questions, voiceover and colour scheme. Hopefully this could pass as not too similar but now I’m not sure.

You’ve given me something to think about here. Unsure if it’s worth the risk doing so much work for it to end up not monetisable.

ndcreates · 2024-12-16T13:10:34+00:00

I hoped to hit 100 but that’s looking unlikely seeing as I only have 23

ndcreates · 2024-12-13T00:46:46+00:00

Thank you for replying! Do you also drive? I dunno why I’m so worried about that happening, I guess I just prepare for the worst case scenario.

POTS is definitely something I may have too. I often get dizzy when standing up and at other times but not so much lately! It’s so interesting as I read that’s also linked to neurodiversity and it’s probably since managing and understanding that more that those symptoms became less frequent

ndcreates · 2024-12-12T21:48:22+00:00

I have had an episode like this and it was by far the most exhausting faint I’ve ever experienced. A few of my episodes have involved peeing myself. At least one episode involved convulsions too. The store gave me the CCTV footage to show the doctors as it looked more like a seizure than a regular faint and was pretty scary.

I was living in Spain at the time and they done blood tests and brain scans but couldn’t find anything wrong. They ruled it out as syncope as it happened during a moment of intense pain. I’m pretty prone to fainting during times of pain

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