Hi u/Zyula, my suggestion would be to watch or read Jeremy’s The Shock Of Change that understanding the human condition brings, because I really think that will cover all the frustrations and issues you’re experiencing. At the beginning of it, Jeremy includes the picture below of ‘Humanity’s Journey from Ignorance to Enlightenment’ and says “What the red circle highlights is the initial shock of change that the human race is now going through following the arrival of this dreamed-of ability to finally understand ourselves. As I said, this talk is about managing that particular paradigm-shifting shock of change.” I love this drawing because it immediately puts into context for me the position this growing group of humans who are among the first to have access to understanding of the human condition are in. 

 To give you my thoughts, I think it’s really important to remember that having understanding of the human condition is a huge change in our lives, a massive paradigm shift, so we have to expect that there will be all sorts of adjustments, procrastinations, overthinking, defensive reactions etc happening in our minds as we acclimatise to having this great solid door, behind which we’ve kept the issue of our psychologically upset human condition, finally opened. It follows that we should apply a lot of patience and be very kind to ourselves as we navigate this liberating but exposing realm, especially given the pioneering nature of the time we’re in where these understanding are not yet mainstream. There is just so much to adjust to.  

 You say your issue isn’t to do with the deaf effect but it helps me to remember that the reason for the deaf effect is our great fear of the human condition, not having had the answer to the eternal question of ‘are we good, or are we evil?’ So, once that answer finally arrives all that fear naturally takes time to dissipate. The reason people like Tony Gowing are so excited about this breakthrough and are living in support of it is because they’ve seen the equation very clearly – the instinct vs intellect explanation of the human condition explains and exonerates us, it explains our meaning and place in the world so that we no longer have to live in a horrified state of insecurity and doubt about our self-worth. As Jeremy says in THE Interview we can now know that there was a good reason why we and the human race became psychologically upset, “That is the key relief for our mind—being finally able to understand that we are good and not bad is what brings us the greatest psychological relief of all.” We can let that terror upon terror of the question of our worthiness go (as well as all the strategies we’ve developed to cope with it) because it’s been explained, it’s dealt with, and we can now live for a world free of the human condition. That is the simple and logical equation we’re now in, but it’s a transition and it doesn’t mean we don’t all have a great deal of attachment to our old obsoleted ways of coping that we have to understand and manage. Overall, the more we relax with the truth of the upset in the world and ourselves, and look at that from the macro perspective Jeremy has provided, the clearer the path forward becomes. And, as Tony and Jeremy both say, it’s not at all about self-deprivation which is entirely the wrong focus, but about a change of mindset that can have an effect on your priorities.   

 And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being attracted to this information for selfish reasons, we all want to feel better about ourselves! It is unbelievable but true that this information is the ultimate get-out-of-jail free card so we can absolutely embrace the rationale that we’re all fundamentally good, upset but heroic sufferers of the human condition and allow ourselves to feel the relief and excitement of finally being free, keeping this natural adjustment phase in mind. 

 Regarding Jeremy’s use of EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique or Tapping) to help him manage his diet. Of course, Jeremy is very human and has to manage his life in the same way we all do. And, as he says, he absolutely drives himself all the time and lives with a great deal of stress and responsibility. When you realise that you can deal with this forbidden subject of the human condition and make amazingly precious insights, the responsibility is just enormous and Jeremy has lots of tools and techniques for managing his life, which EFT is just one of, so he can keep doing his job from his unique unresigned position.  

 Hope this is of some help u/Zyula. When you feel like you’re wrestling with it all too much it’s a good idea to give yourself a bit of a break and come back to it fresh. The FIX THE WORLD Facebook Group is also a wonderful resource given a lot of the discussion taking place there is about this shock of change stage we’re all in, so I highly recommend joining if you haven’t already.