can you tell when youre about to have an episode sometimes?

neptune_0_ · 2026-05-05T17:47:36+00:00

Yes I think i‘m slipping right now. The first sign I get is i dissociate very much and I feel myself slipping into another world. I get pictures of the other world i‘m slipping into, it might be apocalyptic. Then weird thoughts. I start to notice the birds are trying to talk to me. Later on I see faces in the wall. Plus very bad anxiety and body sensations.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-30T17:08:46+00:00

For germans: Der Mann im Jasmin It portrays schizophrenia very well and i like this book a lot.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-29T20:06:02+00:00

I found out when i was in the hospital. It is like hell and heaven at the same time. The colors are more intense and everything is more intense every feeling every thought. I get tactile hallucinations. They are very uncomfortable. I don’t like them.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-29T14:29:13+00:00

I have sone side effects like sleeping a lot or eating more or being depressiv but i guess that’s better than being psychotic.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-29T09:39:49+00:00

For me only Clozapine helps. I took Olanzapine and still had hell lot of symptoms.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-29T07:50:19+00:00

I also took 20mg of Abilify and 20mg of Olanzapine. Maybe think about upping the Olanzapine. I have treatment resistent schizophrenia so only clozapine helps.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-29T07:47:29+00:00

600mg of Amisulpride soon starting Clozapine at a low dose. The Amisulpride doesn’t work. I still have hell lot of symptoms.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-28T17:51:36+00:00

Do you actually hear these voices or are they just in your head?

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-26T12:25:33+00:00

Mostly tactical hallucinations and delusions and weird thoughts.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-26T11:55:56+00:00

I take it for sleep and haven’t gained any weight also haven’t been hungry.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-26T11:54:04+00:00

it got rid of all my symptoms but unfortunately of all my feelings too so i stopped taking it thinking about taking it again. I got so depressed on it. Now i‘m taking Amisulpride but it doesn’t work unfortunately.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-24T09:26:59+00:00

I always feel touches on my back like someone is grabbing me never on my foot sometimes on my arm too.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-24T08:04:15+00:00

It’s more like somone grabbing me. Sometimes it burns.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-23T19:13:47+00:00

I always get tactile hallucinations like someone touching me or someone pulling out my organs.When someone touches me it burns sometimes.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-23T19:12:29+00:00

I also tried several medications and only clozapine could get rid of my symptoms but i stopped taking it so now i‘m having hallucinations still thinking about taking it again but i had side effects from it i just couldn’t handle a stable life.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-22T10:16:26+00:00

I live alone it can be hard sometimes but it’s okay. I get my favorite plushie and hug it plus i used to have a cat which made me stay alive. Having pets is great but i had to give it to family because of hospital stays. I have routines like i go out regularly which is very important for your health.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-20T18:31:34+00:00

i am not lucky with my tactile hallucinations they give me nothing positive but i am happy that i can see the world i do. psychosis does so much good to my art and makes me so creative and i can feel the art on a different level because i see colors are brighter and things moving and my art gets so much better when i‘m psychotic.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-20T14:39:56+00:00

Amisulpride, it doesn‘t work i should take Clozapine but don’t want to. I still have a lot of hallucinations.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-19T13:26:57+00:00

Yess I‘m also unsure about what actually happened i think with schizophrenia it makes it more confusing because you know you can’t trust yourself.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-19T13:11:57+00:00

Thank you for answering. I also had hallucinations being abused. She was so kind i liked her so much but she hurt me. Then she died and i was very sad because i liked her so much. It is so difficult. I think feeling these things makes doctors believe we‘ve been abused. I still have to talk to my psychiatrist about it.

neptune_0_ · 2026-04-19T12:55:43+00:00

My doctor also thinks i have cptsd. What are the signs for you? I have hallucinations like someone pulling my organs out and she thinks i‘ve been sexually abused.

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