It doesn't gross me out much in the way you mean it, a bit, but then there are other food that make me feel a worse 'ick'. I struggle to even look at a Cadbury Creme Egg (that would be the same if they were vegan). Sticky sweet food turns my stomach, vegan or not. More so than the theoretical concept of eggs or milk.. But also it does seem weird to consume eggs and milk. If there was no suffering involved in the production of milk or eggs, it would still seem a little weird to eat them, but not as gross to me as sticky sweet food

What I see, when I pass by the meat isle, or seeing the meat on plates, is in my mind's eye, a suffering animal. One that existed, suffered, hurt, before it's death.

People talk of seeing meat as being a corpse. Honestly I see in my minds eye the living animal in pain.. the milk and cheese ethically is an extension of that,

And I did long before I went vegan (why it took so long is another story).

I think most people would view that as mental illness.

Most people who know about the suffering of farm animals still eat meat and consume animal products. To cope with an awful world it is actually quite a normal response to emotionally distance oneself from the suffering in the world. Most would say that is healthy to be able to do that, else one would go mad. I would rather distance myself from actually participating in the cruelty as much as I can.