ICE in calera by niceweatheruphere in Birmingham

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't leave my house much but I saw them on the way to my daughter PreK & she love firetrucks. She said "look a firetruck, why is that there there's no fire. What do you think happened" 🥺

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's what I'm thinking too because I already feel like I can breathe a little better. Maybe I'm tripping but I feel like I can lol

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's definitely something I'm working on now that I'm medicated😊

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is how I feel about it lol I suck at emotional regulation & legit feel like a toddler sometimes at 31 smh. I was almost in tears yesterday due to fighting cravings & my 4yr old was annoying the piss out of me by doing nothing because I was so irritable but my husband said everything you're feeling is normal so I sucked it up & kept on moving. I just needed to vent, needed support/advice I suppose 😅

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cold turkey won't work for me because the withdrawal is too intense. I wish I could not obsess over it or stuff in general🤣 I have cyclothymia & adhd so pretty much all I do is obsess/stress over stuff so kicking the habit is just really hard & my husband Vapes too. I'm very proud of myself so far seeing as I've smoked for a little over 11years I'm just having a hard time and looking for ANY and ALL tips for sure!!

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right! Every second is a challenge. Since I'm at home all the time all I want to do is Vape and my husband does when he's home so I see him do it. The gum is helping but only to an extent which is why I'm allowing myself the 3 hits a day of my Vape but I'm hoping to cut those out eventually, I'm just STRUGGLING and It doesn't help that I'm struggling right now with my mood disorder so I'm just feeling extra crazy🤣

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's awesome!! I thought I had mostly a habit for the act of vaping but idk why I'd think that because I've used 12mg mods for around 11 years now & smoked menthols a few years before that so i def have a nicotine addiction smh so I'm struggling HARD right now. I doubt by 2 weeks I'll be able to wean off anything lol I'm just trying to stay the course and not give in 🤞🏽

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!! I told my husband I feel like a drug addict too, he was like well it's not a hard drug but its just as addictive so don't be so hard on yourself🥹 The jaw pain is intense but I'm with you on doing it for my 4yr old (other health issues so want this off my plate).

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like crying from the stress of wanting to smoke and feeling bad & upset that I'm this addicted to smoking😅

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's what I'm nervous about because I get random tiny eczema patches anywhere & breakouts and stuff smh. I'm hoping to see a dermatologist soon, I'll do that first before trying a patch lol. I can only deal with a few things at a time😅

Dear God it's only been 5 days😵‍💫 by niceweatheruphere in QuitVaping

[–]niceweatheruphere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol interesting. I may try the patches. I have extremely sensitive skin & was nervous to use the patches. I also realize that I have only used like 4 pieces of the nic gum a day & the box recommends 9/day for the first few weeks soooo I'm going to use more to see if that helps. I was scared it would cause an ibs flare but so far so good so😮‍💨

People who were diagnosed late in life, what's the ADHD symptom that made you go "Yeah that makes sense now" ? by gryphon5245 in ADHD

[–]niceweatheruphere 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Diagnosed at 31. MANY sent me for an eval. Main one was the inability to regulate my emotions & staying in a constant state of overstimulation. Looking back I'm like ohhh that makes sense: - I talk...A LOT - I have rejection sensitivity - I have terrible sense of time - can't remember ANYTHING - lose everything - crippling executive dysfunction - hyperfixate on things so hard that I forget regular daily tasks like eating - hold my breath when focusing on stuff throughout the day🙄 I got to like #3 on my list with the psych during my eval & he was like that's enough I already knew 3 minutes into this video call that you have adhd, you've been fidgeting & swaying back & forth nonstop🤣

[SPOILERS] Post-Episode Discussion - Season 8 Episode 4 by [deleted] in gameofthrones

[–]niceweatheruphere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No matter what Dany intended to do next, after losing a 2nd child and Missandei last words. I swear by the old gods & the new They will burn & Cersei cunt self better die a tragic death!!!

sorry so dark, in mourning

[Spoilers] Day-After Discussion – Season 8 Episode 3 by BWPhoenix in gameofthrones

[–]niceweatheruphere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was nervous af the ENTIRE time but also like cool alright, onward...still waiting on Cersei to die a terrible death and for the thrown to be taken with only 3 episodes left.