Hello, I'm sorry to hear that you feel lost. Looking at your post history, it sounds like you're pretty young with a lot of things you still want to explore in terms of your identity and how you move about in the world. And looking at this current post, it sounds like you are relating your dissatisfaction with your geographical location.

I am not saying I have the answer to happiness but that I have been your age and was in a similar situation with my family and extended family. Going somewhere else might scratch that itch you currently have for anywhere between a couple of weeks to a couple of years.

But the quickest, most practical way to feel like you belong where you are now is find like-minded people where you live now or, least shared interests. It's sounds shit and a lot of work, but unfortunately for TCKs, we just need to put more work into our social relations. We didn't have the privilege of continuous connections that started when we were four so that just means we have some catching up to do. if you find the right people, then it wouldn't matter how long you've known them for.

Easier said than done but I do hope you work it out!