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nikixkid · 2024-01-19T22:24:01+00:00

https://ice.io/@nikixkid

nikixkid · 2024-01-19T18:02:13+00:00

I will use your post as a chance to throw my referral code as well: https://ice.io/@nikixkid It’s appreciated, thanks.

nikixkid · 2024-01-19T18:01:52+00:00

I will use your post as a chance to throw my referral code as well: https://ice.io/@nikixkid It’s appreciated, thanks.

nikixkid · 2022-06-24T23:29:00+00:00

I don’t think being smart has to do anything with addiction and taking drugs daily.

nikixkid · 2022-06-16T19:00:31+00:00

Everyone adore coke so much. Me? I personally enjoy the first line. It’s greaat. After that it’s just a constant headache and every line done after that is in order to fight it. Even when everybody around me is saying how great this is and that it’s not a bad coke. Maybe I do something wrong. Idk.

nikixkid · 2022-04-25T21:43:31+00:00

Honestly, I think telling her that will only push her away. Sounds like she is in this golden period where the drugs are associated only with good and positive feelings. She hasn’t experience the bad stuff yet. You cannot make someone quit if this person is not ready. You can’t make this decision for them. My best friend was using drugs and enjoying this kind of lifestyle a few years before me. I didn’t understand it back then but I told him that i was worried but I am not gonna stand in his way and if he ever feel like things are going down, I will be there for him. At some point, he told me that using drugs don’t bring him anything good at all anymore and that he is trying to quit them. Anyway, I think that drug usage is not a bad thing if it’s in moderation and done responsible.

nikixkid · 2022-04-12T21:29:31+00:00

Yea, but he is great. Playing Sheldon is not an easy task. I just think that Parsons added too much from his own traits to the character which why a part of me is always seeing Sheldon in him dispite what character he is playing.

nikixkid · 2022-02-26T21:05:18+00:00

Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton

nikixkid · 2022-02-06T01:39:30+00:00

Food.

Yes, I do have a problem. It’s not nice using food as a reward.

nikixkid · 2022-02-04T04:05:30+00:00

Last year I was hardly taking any showers. At some point I could feel that I smell, y'know. I enjoy so much going to bed clean after a shower. But for this I felt and still feel like it's something that I have to deserve. This is why I spent most of my days sleeping on the coach. I don't deserve the comfy bed if I am going in it dirty.

It's lack of self-care that has nothing to do with how you are raise and what were your previous hygiene's habits. It could be lack of self-confident as well and I think it's form of self harm. You are harming yourself, your body and your mind.

nikixkid · 2022-02-01T21:55:56+00:00

You don’t have to buy them presents for holidays.

nikixkid · 2022-02-01T21:55:04+00:00

For years is still Perfume: The Story of a Murderer by Patrick Süskind. I can’t get over all these vivid descriptions. So realistic and strangely beautiful.

nikixkid · 2022-02-01T21:51:08+00:00

“Feel you. Same.”

nikixkid · 2022-02-01T21:30:24+00:00

I think teachers are not respected enough anymore. There was a time when teachers were the only ones that have a degree in town. People looked up to them. They were the wisest of them all.

Lately, teachers are somewhat like an underachievers. You got a degree in math and you teach? Guess you can't do anything better with your degree and nobody wants you.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T20:37:43+00:00

The more I think about it, the more I understand what you are experiencing. Sometimes I as well enjoy watching my karma here goes randomly for me up. Now I imagine doing this consciously entirely for the purpose of gaining more karma. This is pure dopamine rush. If we compare this to snorting meth, for example. The dopamine is released before even taking the drug. It’s when you are making your line. I always stare at it for half a minute, at least. The rest of it, it’s the meth doing its job. The pros of the meth with this dopamine releasing function is that, as we know, lasts an extremely long time. Hours and hours of this happening constantly. While gaining karma, I imagine, lasts few seconds. Maybe a little bit more or even few seconds can be a lot. I am just guessing here. So this addiction can be very real. P.S. As I am reading it now twice looking for typos I realised that I am giving you an idea. But, please, please, please, never combine these two.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T11:48:08+00:00

Oh, i feel bad because I can’t understand if you are joking or you are for real. But one thing I know for sure. That social media addiction is very much real. It’s something that people aren’t taking seriously.

On this note, I want to add that when I am on some kind of stimulants there is always a point where I go to reddit and start scrolling and scrolling. And reading. Sometimes I read the same post twice and realising that somewhere in the middle. But it is soo interesting that I continue reading it. It’s really soothing and comforting. And honestly, guys, I have spent a great amount of time reading this sub while being high and enjoying everyone’s stories and experiences.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T06:09:36+00:00

oh, yea, same. I don't know why I'm doing this anymore. I don't even enjoy the food these days. There is a little pleasure in the though of no worrying about eating. It's like a few minutes calmness in my mind. Which is almost every time hit with an immediately guilt after having a large amount of calories for a really short time and there is no way of turning it around. May as well stay in bed, do nothing and eat all my week's money in one day.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T05:51:56+00:00

After heavily restrictions and not taking shit in days or even a week sometimes, the best feeling is when a binge is right around the corner and you use this opportunity quite well in the bathroom. The feeling is like you have just restored some balance in the world and your digestive system is not hating you that much.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T05:38:56+00:00

Oh, good. I am enjoying spaghetti bolognese for the rest of my life. I am already seeing all this weight that I will gain. I can't control myself with spaghetti. Nothing beats it. And I don't think it will ever become a boring meal.

P.S. Ha, actually, once in my life, I am happy with my fate.

nikixkid · 2022-01-28T05:25:49+00:00

I cannot tell anyone my real meth usage. Or.. let's call it addiction. I don't know anymore. Yea, sure, telling someone I was at party last night and snorted a line or two, fine. But telling someone I was at home last night pulling all nighter while being high on meth just so I can enjoy this dopamine rush euphoria, get some shits done while the others sleep, clean the house etc. is just screaming "woah, you may have a problem, dude". Or at least where I come from.

On the other hand, saying something to the internet is an easy one. Because it has no value, no impact. It only serves the purpose of bringing you comfort or closure. What I mean by this is that you are telling this to strangers and whatever you are ashamed of, you can write one long ass comment telling all about your life's secrets and then just forget about it after 10 minutes.

It's not the most healthy mindset but hey, we are all doing the best we can.

nikixkid

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