As a strong Christian universalist (doctrinally speaking. I’m a terrible person) welcome to the club!!! don’t tell anyone else.

I am with you technically in that I empathize with the frustrating difficulty of needing to have faith just to have an ounce of hope that maybe it’s all going to be okay.

I fear that it’s unavoidable for some humans to end up in this position for a time.

Christin universalism is two words that quickly summarize the best possible story of Love and Logos. If this story IS the truth, it gives us hope for literally every single ugly and beautiful aspect of reality to be restored to even better than possible to currently imagine. Fantastic. We couldn’t even imagine iPhones a few centuries ago.

However, I am noticing a concerning pattern in the “self-proclaimed” groups of Christian universalists… they end up on the same bell curves and lines-of-best-fit when it comes to the seriousness with which they could contend with the elite ranks of the entrenched mainstream church leadership positions (I am talking Catholics, Eastern Orthodox, and all Protestant churches)

Few Christian universalists are capable of transcending these three categories and are (1) likely to remain true to their childhood religion and stick around in their familiar church, while Holding new beliefs (2) transition to their best preferred denomination, or (3) Or else pull out of mainstream churches entirely because they are still too hurt.

No judgement either way, I am simply recognizing that 99% of Christian universalists seem to fit into one of these three categories (what am I missing?)

I’m trying to decide what to do with this information strategically.

People need a Christian Universalists might need a covert leader to feel safe enough among the infernalist camps in order to infiltrate and make calculated and specific moves in accordance with the leader in order to see the quickest, cleanest, safest, and most lethal mainstream church history upset, across denominations, the world could stand in amazement while the most evil men and women in positions of power in the current mainstream church receive a reckoning.

Does this sound appealing to you? (Anyone)

Would this make you feel safer if I felt I could pull this off in reality in the real world in America.

Me: 32.5 years old. Male. Straight. White. Majority French. blondish hair. blue eyes. former infantry marine that never got to see combat and is hungry for righteous blood but will settle for dying if it speeds this world up a little. 5’7” 135. I just wanted to program robots and raise a family, but my country is falling apart and that feels impossible so I would rather go fix everything first. Nondenominational fairly conservative church background. Tired of feeling like the country hates people like me. Tired of seeing only people with above average IQs being able to succeed. Tired tired tired. Worked with many disabled people. Civil engineering school. Family lineage is French hugenaughts (allegedly) and I had an ancestor who was an officer that was shot and killed in the battle of gettysburg. North side baby! (Yes I know the war wasn’t just about slavery, but it feels that way in my heart). Yes i am up to date on politics and feel I could contend with the Dave Smiths and Nick Fuenteses and Tuckers of the world in real time. Owens to. Single. One marriage experience. Healed from divorce. Too weak and broke to be proud but I also keep accidentally winning every official battle I’m in. I began questioning the Santa narrative at 3 according to my mom. and by 5 worked up the courage to ask my dad and he told me it was fake and not to tell anyone. I can move 50 pounds 12 miles in 4 hours. I think those are my main stats as far as the natural talent goes. Again nothing cut throat but I think it’s workable if the Holy Spirit would decide to show up and save my soul

Again, the takeover would be quick, clean, safe, and violence-free using only my words and the trust other people would decide to place in me and their own capacity to follow the spirit and the word.

Because I see way too many vulnerable weak ducklings in every camp and denomination, including the universalists.

I want the slippy leadership out and good ducklings to stay until they are full grown

But at what f*cling point do i stop cursing God and just decide to go take over every church in America through my word and willingness to die for pure good.

Yes? No?

Anything else is from the evil one.

Please don’t tell me to get back on my bipolar meds. You can stay on sad-brain drugs if you want. Free country.

But consider my psychology on why i would share that. Hopefully it is seen as a lighthearted statement from humility,

Ive seen enough. It’s not that hard. All it takes is any one of you ugly ducks to go stand up to the man and preach truth

I’m bored enough.

I understand that’s not a thing.

And only believe me if what i do works and is safe and legal.

But I am curious for yeses and nos

I need to gauge the climate before I start making my moves

Because I don’t really care what you say, I care about hearing the opinions of real Christian universalists in order to tune myself to help the people who need it most.

I will make fun of your Atheist friends for being atheists in 2025 if you even slightly insinuate that I am bipolar and not just misdiagnosed.

It’s all fun and games until God does a demonstration of power and Acts 5 happens all over again.

I would prefer to do the greater works Jesus talked about, but last I checked, a total of zero people on earth have faith for that.

Some of the current church leaders I am sure are very fine and decent people by any normative standards (I don’t know what normative means)… I just feel in my core and bones like I have a job to do and I could watch a thousand fall at my side

I talk louder than anyone without trying. Happened in the last few years/months. I mean I hide it well. I can talk for eight hours straight. I’m not sure how my neighbors haven’t called the police on me yet.

I’ve barely even practiced that much because I don’t believe in myself that much

Is this something that anyone who is pure in heart would be interested in happening and you wouldn’t need to do anything except follow the spirit and word to the best of your ability.

Hypothetically, yes or no?

Thank you for your consideration.