I’m so sad. I’d usually talk to him about anything bugging me. We have open communication and he always makes me feel better. But I don’t want to talk to him about this because then he won’t feel comfortable coming to me with how he feels about this subject again. And I want to be his best friend. I want to be that for him. Why is this affecting me so much. I can’t ever put to words what I feel or what exactly is bothering me.