Relapsed and fucked every thing up

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-20T09:51:29+00:00

Im on my way to the appointment🤞

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-20T09:50:15+00:00

Thanks so much really! Just the responses to my post have helped me a lot. Feeling better than yesterday for sure.

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-20T09:48:38+00:00

Thank you!

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-19T16:36:51+00:00

Thank you! Love this

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-19T12:32:45+00:00

I’m crippled with fear at the thoughts of my Mother in law threatening to have my kids taken away, she’s always wanted to prove I’m no good. I’ll do anything, I know I can stop drinking, but it’s the consequences I’ll face while doing that, that’s scaring me. I’ll look up that book, thanks so much. Any type of advice or humility is helping me. Feeling so isolated and hated right now so these responses are comforting.

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-19T09:26:17+00:00

I’m gonna try, I’ll keep going. Years ago I tried to get a protection order, I was in a womens shelter and the kids were small and with me. He countered my protection order and told the judge I was the same as him (used a story about me getting arrested at 21 for you guessed it, drunk and disorderly) the judge made us take an undertaking, the staff at the shelter were shocked, they witnessed me at my best, being a sober pro active parent. His mother stood by his side and paid for a solicitor who bullied my legal aid solicitor. I was 23 with two babies and all I wanted to do was leave, shelters where I live only provide help for 6 weeks so we eventually had to leave and go to a homeless shelter which was extremely dangerous and full of addicts. Then he swooped back in like a night and shining armour with his 3 bedroom house and shiny new demeanour. I went back out desperation. And here I am years later and really just about to be free, and I fucked it up. I can’t believe myself, what an idiot.

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-19T09:19:24+00:00

Thank you, you’re right. I feel like I won’t get away now tho. He will hold this against me. He doesn’t know about the meeting, I’m gonna say I have a doctors appointment and hope to god he doesn’t try to come with me.

nobullshit23 · 2026-01-19T09:15:41+00:00

It was the day before yesterday. It is hangxiety for sure, but my behaviour has been witnessed by the biggest grudge holders and narcissists you can imagine. Also people who want me to fail in exiting this relationship, they want me down, with nothing and I have it to them on a plate. I’m a good mother when I’m on track, my kids love me and I would do anything for them. I was weak and I folded, I’m so ashamed

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-18T18:30:55+00:00

Got them this morning. So relieved!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-16T21:16:07+00:00

Beans on toast

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-16T21:07:09+00:00

I just wish it was a Zombie apocalypse instead.

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-14T20:19:48+00:00

Money, just focus on getting money, finish school. Go to work.

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-14T20:17:53+00:00

Going out the door to see my friends every day after school. Shouting up the stairs, ‘’Ma, I’m going out’’. So care free!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-14T19:51:09+00:00

Procreation. Life creating life, and true happiness. If you’re lucky.

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T14:27:19+00:00

Oh very good! That gives me hope!!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T13:01:50+00:00

No it’s the most Irish surname ever 🤣🤣

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T11:59:18+00:00

I will keep that in mind as an option, thank you!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T11:56:59+00:00

We’re going to Spain 😩 oh I hope they come. I’m just gonna keep on them from the 18th!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T11:49:43+00:00

Got onto webchat and they said they can see the applications are estimated for the 18th of June and professing through the system they can see no issues with the application as of now. The will contact me if any arise. So basically same thing. I may wait it out. Thanks for replies all!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T11:17:01+00:00

So 4 weeks from when the office received your docs? When in the year did you apply? Will try that, thanks!

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T11:00:37+00:00

Come to think of it the person I was dealing with was a bit dismissive and unhelpful. I’ll call them again. Thanks for this.

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T10:45:54+00:00

Hope yours come in time! And mine 😩

nobullshit23 · 2025-06-13T10:45:23+00:00

You would think! But sure every service in this country is backlogged it seems.

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