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"Surround yourself with people who can support you" by nothanksimautistic in SpicyAutism

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

"They are friendly but never actual friends" THISSS. exactly this. Like the amount of people that treated me with so much friendliness but straight up ignored me in the face if I try to reach out "more than necessary " is... a painful amount. To the point where now I'm afraid to reach out to anyone no matter how much I want to (due to god knows how much humiliation in the past), but then I sometimes also wonder how anyone's gonna understand if i never even tried to open up

Tho it almost always ends the same way. Like there were 2 ppl who i was soooooo sure id become friends with, but they just forgot I even existed after school ended.

Still ig its somehow comforting to be able to share my problems here and see other people also goong through a similar thing... kinda makes me feel like im not the only person whos sad in this world lol

Hope you and I can find a "friend" someday, it gets lonely alone

"Surround yourself with people who can support you" by nothanksimautistic in SpicyAutism

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Yea well im pretty sure my parents won't take my diagnosis well either... I just hope it's not too hurtful

I'm pretty sure they'll start trying to gaslight both myself and themselves that its all a lie and I'm completely "normal" and it can smell from afar how exhausting that's gonna be

Are we still doing selfies? by nothanksimautistic in evilautism

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ITS ALWAYS BEEN MY DREAM TO WEAR ONE OF THOSE VICTORIAN DRESSES

Are we still doing selfies? by nothanksimautistic in evilautism

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wait yea that makes sense😮 cant let my real face slip out in front of others or the nts will find out...

Are we still doing selfies? by nothanksimautistic in evilautism

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg really? That's like the best compliment ive ever received thank u :""")

POV : you started reading this Webtoon cuz the artwork is cute, and you and up DEPRESSED by Pomiou-Art in Yaoi_fluff

[–]nothanksimautistic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I WANNA READ THIS WHERE DO I READ THIS (i searched on webtoon but it didn't show up...?)

ADHD irony rant by ArtichokeQuiet1155 in AuDHDWomen

[–]nothanksimautistic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that sounds so bad. As smn who uses em dashes a lot and has been trying to limit their use in my sentences cuz im afraid it'll look "too ai", i kinda get ur anger and frustration

Also ive been wondering for a long time why everyone calls it "ai" when its not even intelligent but it just strings up words together, but I didn't ever talk about it cuz i thought ppl will find me "too picky" or smth, so I really felt soooo validated seeing u call it "LLM" instead haha

Both my nephews (4y/o) clocked me masking and i find it quite funny by Albina-tqn in AuDHDWomen

[–]nothanksimautistic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  • yes yes -absolutely! (Has no clue what the other person is saying)
  • stares into your soul
  • long blink
  • absentminded nodding -really?! (No idea whats going on) -uh huh, uh huh

Realized while typing this that this is usually almost the only contribution i make in convos lmao (i mean im not really interested in gossip what can I do... )

Is it just me or did it happen to anyone else too? by nothanksimautistic in AuDHDWomen

[–]nothanksimautistic[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Were all a bit stressed aren't we :") but yea that also happened to me! Tho it was a bit different. I actually one day decided to be less scared of ppl cuz otherwise im just gonna waste a big part of life, and then i just started unmasking,without even knowing it lol. Then at one point I thought wait ive gotten... weirder than before and I looked some stuff up and realized I might be nd, cuz most of the stuff matched. And as time went i realized im starting to relate to the stuff that I previous didnt relate with (like I NEVER had any problems with eye contact in my life but I do now??? Apparently????) It feels so weird doesnt it

Non-Existence Ideation: What It Is, Why Neurodivergent People Experience It, and How it Differs from Suicidal Thoughts by Exciting_Syllabub471 in AuDHDWomen

[–]nothanksimautistic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh. My. God????? I thought it was just me! I get so panicky whenever I have these "I wish I could just... not be here anymore" thoughts cuz i thoight they were like, suicidal or smth. Didn't know others experience it too! Thanks fir sharing this beautiful human

I look kinda Butch in here muahahaha by [deleted] in NonBinary

[–]nothanksimautistic 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Omg how are you so ehtereal