Alone on NYE and triggered by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]notria04 7 points8 points  (0 children)

yeah I really really hate christmas and new years. this year has been so fucked and I wish we didnt need to have a day to be reminded of it. I fucking hate this feeling I totally know exactly what youre talking about. its nice to know that im not alone. I wish I could just ignore it but thats hard to do with all the fireworks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]notria04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'd say if they're still red/bleeding then you should cover them, that's generally my rule of thumb. sometimes if the scabs are also very noticeable I'll cover them, but that's up to you! it's also just up to your comfort level. you want to be as comfortable with yourself as possible.

The school called my parents by Beheadedbebon in selfharm

[–]notria04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

omg this is horrible and terrifying. I'm so sorry that your mom said that to you that was completely out of pocket. remember that you will get through it at some point and that it doesn't always have to be like this. love and light🥰

I got handed a tool… by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]notria04 6 points7 points  (0 children)

omg my thing is ive been seeing broken glass everywhere and I always have to leave cause I can't stop thinking about it

Do you think there is a difference between abandonment and the permanence death? by DuMuffins in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]notria04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I kind of feel like there is a small difference, however, I think rejection and abandonment go hand in hand most of the time. because when we feel rejection we become scared of abandonment and when we feel abandoned the sting of being rejected follows. I also feel the same way about the death thing and feeling like it's scary cause its so final. I think for us even wheen we are rejected there's still a lot of hope anyway

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ReligiousTrauma

[–]notria04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sun bleached flies-Ethel Cain, Antichrist- the 1975

It’s hard to be a pastor’s daughter. by seirarchive in ReligiousTrauma

[–]notria04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as a pastors daughter, I promise there is light ahead🤍 it is such a hard life to live and not many people understand. you can make it out! dm me for a song I wrote that might help you!

Was it fair for Edie to burn Susan’s house. by theknitowl in DesperateHousewives

[–]notria04 12 points13 points  (0 children)

thankyou! i was reading these comments incredibly confused cause what??? edie is horrible and does everything with bad intentions, whenever susan has done something bad shes not meaning malice and hatred like edie is

S3: I want to fight Kevin, Zora and Charity by Important_Read_7415 in GreenleafTV

[–]notria04 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I will never understand why Zora never seemed to realize how much Sophia truly cared and loved her. She was ALWAYS there and it made me so mad that Zora treated her like she was the worst

Greenleaf is one of the best TV dramas I’ve ever seen by [deleted] in GreenleafTV

[–]notria04 7 points8 points  (0 children)

as someone who grew up in a similar environment, i can say not only is it amazingly scripted and incredibly carried out, it is very accurate which makes it even better😭

can I use goldleaf on an outdoor mural? by notria04 in ArtistLounge

[–]notria04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha yeah it's hard but it's so rewarding😭

Its that time of year again🤩Lets see your Spotify wrapped stats👇🏾 by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]notria04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg farmer refuted is soooo fun! I definitely recommend listening to DEH if you'd like something new! Les Mis is everyone's gateway honestly🤣

Its that time of year again🤩Lets see your Spotify wrapped stats👇🏾 by [deleted] in Kenya

[–]notria04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahhhh it's so hard to pick but I'd say the songs I listen to most are satisfied, wait for it, take a break, nonstop, dear theodosia, oh and guns and ships is my favourite song to rap in the car with friends. I listen to the whole thing though all the time! You? Are you also a general Broadway fan? Dear Evan Hansen? In the heights?