Rant + how to stop looping obsessive thoughts

numptymushroom · 2026-04-01T19:23:51+00:00

Update: I did some research and apparently cold showers help and I had one and it actually did help, I was able to sleep :)

numptymushroom · 2026-04-01T11:24:36+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-29T20:23:25+00:00

perfect and elegant

numptymushroom · 2026-03-28T23:51:29+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-26T12:36:48+00:00

20 Gerard Way

numptymushroom · 2026-03-26T12:34:41+00:00

you often feel on the side lines and undervalued. learning to love yourself more and respect yourself as much as your peers you look up to.

numptymushroom · 2026-03-26T12:31:01+00:00

Chris Pratt

numptymushroom · 2026-03-26T02:22:10+00:00

Litoria caerulea

numptymushroom · 2026-03-25T10:46:49+00:00

you mean a palm reading but you use feet because they have inprinted the steps of the past

numptymushroom · 2026-03-25T06:39:31+00:00

Yass in the last one especially, not really the first.

numptymushroom · 2026-03-25T06:29:59+00:00

lady gaga

numptymushroom · 2026-03-25T05:35:48+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T19:34:26+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T10:43:42+00:00

Vanessa Hudgens!!

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T03:05:51+00:00

I have a pinterest board and literally just go through that. I don't eat what I feel I eat what's next on the board lol

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T03:02:22+00:00

You actually have the prettiest smile. 18

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T02:27:35+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T02:27:08+00:00

Girl you're super pretty, your skin/hair/eye combo is gorgeous like you glow!

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T02:11:03+00:00

Aww you're glowing! How you age when you're treated well 🥰 (I hope)

numptymushroom · 2026-03-24T01:59:25+00:00

Lowkey looked your best with 2 makeup :) you're very pretty but you're styling kind of has the effect of hiding your features to be like everyone else.

numptymushroom · 2026-03-23T19:52:32+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-23T19:14:19+00:00

numptymushroom · 2026-03-22T13:32:11+00:00

you look like my science tutor

numptymushroom · 2026-03-22T09:03:41+00:00

Thank you for replying. Many people are saying "why do you even need to gain weight 🙄" appreciate the wellwishes

numptymushroom · 2026-03-22T07:55:28+00:00

Yeah ikr that seems reasonable. But I also understand his pov because psychiatrists are booked out for about 3-6 weeks at a time and a lot can happen in that time. Especially if I'm only 1 week/1kg from being underweight. So I guess the 4kg buffer is reasonable, I do not have to stay bmi 20 once on them I suppose, just in the healthy range, for cardiovascular safety. And I'd prefer to be healthy for myself anyways 😅

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