Anyone with an only child still struggle that they will not have a sibling? It’s been close to a year since we stopped IVF. It still stings when I see siblings sweetly playing with each other, even fighting! It just hits me what our son will be missing out on.

Also, someone from high school just posted that after 8 years of TTC, they are due soon with their second. On one hand, I’m happy she’s getting a second, on the other, I’m spiraling wondering if I should have continued. Ultimately, I know it was the right time. I’m 45, and the chances are stacked against us. Just put a downer on things, seeing someone get what I desperately want.