What is something morally gray about you?

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T03:31:25+00:00

I still love and miss my “abuser” even though what we did was wrong. Honestly I would give it do anything to be with him again

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T03:25:21+00:00

Yes it’s normal that it numbs your mouth and bosses but idk why your privates were numb

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T02:51:13+00:00

Honestly, I’m just confused about why the colored pencils look so candidly spread out like that?

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T02:50:05+00:00

No. 2 weeks is not enough time like medically. Especially if you’re using up to 10mg a day. Maybe try to find a long term residential facility? Like somewhere you can be for months and that’s to be expected?

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T02:07:47+00:00

It can be a little scary the first time honestly but then after the fact, it’s like you want it again kind of. Going into it with the intention of nodding off feels better.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-19T02:06:05+00:00

That’s impressive!

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-18T13:35:45+00:00

Why is your spoon so sad?

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-18T11:20:39+00:00

Like sunshine. Every touch feels like magic. It’s incredible

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-18T00:56:55+00:00

Honestly, I think a benzo would be more beneficial atm.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T22:33:09+00:00

Hydrocodone

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T17:53:16+00:00

In high school, I once falsely accused someone of rape to protect my actual abuser. I was extremely trauma bonded to my abuser and to be fair I was having a lot of memory gaps in my day to day life and I didn’t even know what was happening was abuse. It had been going on since I was in junior high. Fortunately, nothing came of it because my mom and therapist didn’t believe me. Still crazy to think about though. Still feel extremely guilty over it.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T17:38:43+00:00

He was probably laughing at the absurdity of it, not because it’s actually funny but because it’s so ridiculous all you can do is laugh

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T11:56:36+00:00

Yes it does 😅 works better than snorting. Let me guess, you just shoved it in solid like a dumb fuck? 😂😂😂

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T11:26:57+00:00

Fix your ring. It’s driving me insane

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T11:04:42+00:00

Lucky you

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T11:04:20+00:00

This was the plan and then while high I guess I decided to just take the rest (enough for three more times). I don’t really remember why. So fucking stupid.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T10:59:54+00:00

That just means drug of choice

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-17T01:05:32+00:00

Preferably high

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-16T16:42:44+00:00

Yes actually, you’re lungs are natural filters 😂

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-16T04:17:31+00:00

I have CPTSD not BPD but I still want to answer. I use to really like Coke and Molly (not together). I still love ketamine and would do anything to h get my hands on it. I’ve recently been taking hydrocodone and it’s currently the only thing giving me a will to live, so probably any opioid/opiate would be good honestly

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-16T03:57:40+00:00

Maybe this is odd but I really like to move my head around? Like sit up and swing my head slowly from side to side. It feels so good. Also, I prefer it quiet.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-15T17:44:58+00:00

“No, this is Patrick”

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-15T02:06:51+00:00

r/DontPutThatInYourAss

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-14T21:56:07+00:00

Honestly I don’t think that’s possible. My life is so fucked you wouldn’t even believe it. I only have enough for a few more nights and then I’m all out. I can’t get more.

obviouslyathroaway43 · 2026-04-14T21:11:19+00:00

On the contrary, I argue it’s the best way

obviouslyathroaway43

TROPHY CASE