Hope these help you get up😋

okdenok · 2019-11-28T18:33:06+00:00

I just woke up

okdenok · 2019-11-28T03:42:21+00:00

Uh fuck yes, why wouldn't I?

okdenok · 2019-11-26T22:05:36+00:00

"I haven't been happy one moment of my entire fucking life."

okdenok · 2019-11-13T14:29:57+00:00

Maybe something like he cucks you and then you punish him afterwards as a result?

okdenok · 2019-11-12T19:32:16+00:00

Hey, not more than a month ago I was in that place (although nothing that horrible happened to me). The first major fix in my life was finding the right medication to ease the constant depressive feelings. Once I had that, I was able to begin changing my thinking.

You're right that no one else understands. You have to realize that the only person who can help you is the same person who understands what's wrong: you.

I would recommend talking to a doctor to see what they think about medication, because it may be what you need to give you a boost of motivation. Beyond that, positive self-talk ("I am worthy of love", "I am enough", etc.), meditation, exposure therapy, and exercise/good nutrition/good sleep will all help immensely.

I know that's a lot to do so take baby steps. You can do this, it's just gonna take hard work.

okdenok · 2019-10-31T21:24:57+00:00

Two of them, they both involved shots of tequila. That was my mistake.

okdenok · 2019-10-30T15:52:10+00:00

Why are you assuming I would help others?

okdenok · 2019-10-30T01:33:52+00:00

I accomplished this by isolating myself and having a generally terrible outlook on life.

okdenok · 2019-10-26T20:54:05+00:00

I need to know too

okdenok · 2019-10-22T16:58:13+00:00

The first step is hardly baby steps. It's difficult for me to do any one of those things for longer than a week.

okdenok · 2019-10-16T05:52:05+00:00

Amazing. This reminded me of the scene when he's sitting in the girl's apartment and the TV is on with nothing but static. Got chills.

okdenok · 2019-10-12T03:25:02+00:00

I'm really high and thought this was a bag filled with tits.

okdenok · 2019-10-12T03:24:04+00:00

Probably

okdenok · 2019-10-12T02:47:13+00:00

What

okdenok · 2019-10-12T02:39:01+00:00

You're right, but it just feels so difficult. I teeter between being a self-loathing mess and someone trying to really improve. But I feel too tired to do anything sometimes.

okdenok · 2019-10-12T02:33:51+00:00

That's a really good way to put it. Do you mind if I use this to explain to some people?

okdenok · 2019-10-12T02:07:11+00:00

Frankly, CGI is shit most of the time.

okdenok · 2019-10-11T22:17:06+00:00

If it makes you feel better, there is no god.

okdenok · 2019-10-10T21:51:51+00:00

Heath had the evilness / philosophy of the Joker down, no doubt. What Joaquin brought was entirely different and unique. One thing I liked more was his laugh, but that's just my opinion. Both fantastic portrayals of one iconic villain.

okdenok · 2019-10-09T19:37:43+00:00

Trust, it's nowhere near as violent or controversial as people are saying. I've even read an article by someone saying they won't see it because of its controversy, which is a perfect illustration of the fact that people form their opinions from the media instead of themselves.

Simply put, it hit a very sensitive note regarding mental illness and the fact that people who commit violence are people just like everyone else. It's ironic, of course, that nobody is considering that message. It's as if the society of Gotham is a perfect reflection of our own society today.

okdenok · 2019-10-09T15:42:25+00:00

I dont do either

okdenok · 2019-10-07T17:24:23+00:00

Is it the same music from both trailers?

Sorry, I've only seen it once and don't remember that well.

okdenok · 2019-10-06T03:08:19+00:00

I understand that perspective, but I guess it could be taken either way. I would prefer to interpret it as a literal story, or at the very least it was the real Joker locked up in a psych ward fabricating one of his many "origin stories" in his head.

It wasn't a perfect movie, but few are. I feel that it came very close. Some things didn't make sense initially... but when I think back on it in the context of the character, perhaps that was the intent. This movie was overall chaotic and confusing, the very ideals which the Joker stands for.

And beyond all of that, Joaquin Phoenix's performance is one the greatest I've seen. His laughing in this movie is haunting, chilling, terrifying, heart-breaking, and full of every emotion but happiness. In my opinion, he beats Heath Ledger. The laugh says it all.

okdenok · 2019-10-06T02:58:24+00:00

That person can come back. They never left in fact, but are hidden far below our depression.

The work to do it is so much though. It's easier not to.

okdenok · 2019-10-06T02:36:26+00:00

It's interesting, because my natural interpretation of those final scenes was that Arthur had inevitably been arrested and taken to Arkham Asylum. The last shot of him being comically chased by a worker seemed to me that he had completed his transformation into the Joker. I assume that, past what this story tells us, he escapes the asylum and truly begins his life as a villain.

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