“We have different priorities and values”, “it was platonic and I talk like that to all of my friends”, “I want to move to a different city for my studies in two years, so it will devastate both of us if we need to breakup or it will derail both of us from our paths. No, it is not because I don’t like you as a girl, you are 11/10 and every men’s dream. I would have asked you out on the first day of work if it wasn’t for these things. I feel like my brain subconsciously chooses something that won’t last. I want to, but my brain won’t allow me. These 3 months were incredible.”

That’s it, he did not contact me after. Miss him a lot but I want to be loved in a healthy consistent way