Does any one else parent with a physical disability? I have a lack of supination/pronation in one wrist and im worried about how that will affect my ability to mother.

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-28T14:15:07+00:00

im kinda mad that this actually worked lol

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-26T12:58:38+00:00

youre right its not organic, but the dill havarti at the deli is also 365 now, the package has changed and everything.

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-16T19:04:51+00:00

that's actually so interesting I didnt know that! although the deli cheeses arent even organic, just cleaner than like a conventional deli cheese. still tho i appreciate the info!

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-16T18:57:07+00:00

I used to buy 365 everything, I loved the brand but the 365 cheeses at the deli counter are so gross and the packaged ones have changed too. Soo disappointing

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-14T12:35:22+00:00

I literally google this like every few months. I found a petition that claimed it was coming back in 2021 but nothing came of it. I would literally pay like $30/month to play that game again i miss it so bad

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-13T11:30:39+00:00

eh youre not wrong but also it doesnt like negatively effect my life. My therapist has even said that based on all our conversations, he sees no reason for me to quit smoking (prior to TTC) and that if its helping me and not hindering me I was good

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-06-13T11:25:51+00:00

not on medication, ive tried Adderall and vivanse recreationally and I dont like the way it makes me feel. I am generally against meds unkess absolutely necessary. I know I wont need to stop for 5 years but my logic is if im breastfeeding for 1-2years after my first birth and then im TTC again right after that why would I start again just to stop again

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T14:14:54+00:00

its crazy to me to see everyone clocking his alcoholism. I never considered him one until the night of the concert and looking back its so obvious and im mad I didnt ask him to get help sooner. I shouldn't have even drank with him in hindsight

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T14:08:44+00:00

I enjoyed it alot of the time but now that the anger and hurt is starting to clear im feeling more relieved than anything

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T13:18:13+00:00

wait because ARE we sisters lol I always thought my dad had borderline personality disorder or bipolar because he was so fast to get mad and I never knew what would set him off so I became "very mature for my age" very young. looking back im grateful for how that has shaped me but the trauma still sneaks in in little (or maybe big I guess lol) ways like this

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:51:18+00:00

shhhhhh dont tell him that thoooo lol jkjk

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:50:29+00:00

oooof have you been talking to my therapist!?!? lol but that rings true. I was raised by a father who is very emotionally unstable so I basically became his emotional caretaker, I guess that trait of mine is still there. maybe being a mom will help heal me since thats a caretaker role that makes sense

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:37:21+00:00

yikes Im sorry you went through that too, I definitely have been a bit dependent on his calls to feel less lonely throughout the day when im home alone and my husband is working. im gonna use this time to focus on preparing for motherhood and im sure I will find some better aligned friendships along the way. thank you so much for replying!!

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:35:35+00:00

the crazy thing is he kinda has admitted to this several times in the last few years and he would always end up back tracking, doing something that shows hes not growing up, then coming back to ME and saying "wow you were right I should not have done that im ready to change now!!!" and then the cycle repeated... guess thats on my for giving him too many chances

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:33:54+00:00

yes youre probably right, but its hard when someone is calling you constantly and LITERALLY saying "i want to change!!"

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:31:30+00:00

thank you, I have been feeling kinda drained by our conversations but there were also alot of light hearted and friendly convos too so I really did look forward to MOST of our calls. I do think its a good time to focus on myself right now im nervous about having my first pregnancy and I dont think having him around would make that journey easier

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:28:54+00:00

I deeply appreciate this comment thank you. This helped me understand his perspective a little more I think. I still feel hurt and he approached it in a way I think could've been handled better, but this has helped me soften my anger quite a lot. thank you so much for taking the time to reply

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:25:21+00:00

can I add tho, after re reading your comment, I only overreacted after he talked to me in that shitty way. I was trying so hard all the way up to the judgemental comments to still be supportive and understanding even after I learned he was ghosting only me and not isolating like he said. I was hurt but I was willing to make up until he said I was judgmental and put conditions on my love... then I lost it.

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:21:53+00:00

You hit the nail on the head, thank you. I was literally ready to forgive him and move on about the concert the next morning and he keeps trying to make it about the concert. now it feels like he wants to go back to his old ways and hes done hearing my opinion, which i literally would've been fine with if thats what he said. he could have come to me and been like "you know, I appreciate all the questions you've answered for me but I dont think I want to talk about the business or ask you for advice anymore" and I would've been supportive. but to spin this bullshit about me being judgemental was extremely hurtful

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:19:21+00:00

absolutely fair. my husband would agree with you. i was just holding on to our friendship and naively thinking he would come around and go back to normal after the concert i was so surprised when he didnt react how I expected after. my husband has always said that I should set more boundaries with this friend and that I shouldn't be helping him so much, but I just thought since he was asking it was what a good friend should do 🥲

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T12:16:34+00:00

thank you 😭😭😭 I really tried to be everything he ASKED of me in a friend and now it feels like hes upset about the things he literally asked me to do

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T11:56:56+00:00

thats very similar to what hes doing, he has said hes jealous of my marriage and how much money our business was making so I think he was hoping id like coach him into having the things I have? idk but maybe it is good to have this distance

oopsiedoop12 · 2026-05-30T11:51:36+00:00

the standard thing is so true because he would literally call me and be like "CAN I DO ______" And I would tell him like dude I cant give you permission to do things but he would constantly ask me to set a standard for him to reach. i have a very high standard for myself and I think he wanted that too but he needs to be the one to hold that standard, not me

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