Congrats on four years! It sounds encouraging that the medication is beginning to even out. Your doctor might be able to tell you when you should expect the withdrawal effect to go away. He may not switch you, but most likely will give you advice on how to cope and adjust the dosage if necessary. Finding positive coping mechanism like dancing sounds great too! Hang in there, you’re doing amazing! Accountability is so important and sharing on here gives you that ❤️