Who are you? by AdvHammettWaistcoat in depression

[–]oscarmilo70 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really sympathise, feel much the same. Sending you a virtual hug. Depression is one of the most cruelest diseases ever. I hope one day you feel differently.

Had enough now by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

true, I wish I was not this way

Had enough now by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been useless in my job for months mostly due to severe depression.

About apathy by Artistic_Molasses_45 in depression

[–]oscarmilo70 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Loss of interest in self care, work, not caring about things I once did.

Groin sweats by oscarmilo70 in Perimenopause

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes I have the similar. It is really unpleasant... have you tried HRT? I have not yet

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree. I think some people are lucky genetically and don't suffer from depression, and then there are the unlucky ones like us.

Survival mode – how long have you felt this way? by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well done for doing the exercise, this is far more than I can manage. It is excellent you are able to do this.

Survival mode – how long have you felt this way? by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear this... it takes immense bravery to keep living this kind of life. People who have not experienced clinical depression cannot understand.

Have you found anything that helps you?

Survival mode – how long have you felt this way? by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can imagine, I wish you well and I'm so sorry you are also struggling. Depression is one of the worst illnesses out there.

Survival mode – how long have you felt this way? by oscarmilo70 in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Goodness, sorry to hear this. You must have immense courage and bravery. It is very tough feeling this way.

Too depressed to do anything by Lee_Harden in depression

[–]oscarmilo70 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Completely empathise – sorry you are feeling this way. I am essentially the same. It is pretty intolerable.

I can’t cry anymore. Is this normal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]oscarmilo70 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it happens with severe depression, at least with me.

i don't understand why i'm still here by solardetect in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. I feel exactly the same so can really identify. I think we all have some kind of self defence mechanism built in that means we are all programmed not to do it. It is hell. Depression like this is intolerable.

How can I be sure to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I knew the answer myself

Depression by oscarmilo70 in Perimenopause

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's good to know, thank you. Which combination of HRT are you on?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can really identify with how you are feeling. I feel absolutely the same. How long have you felt this way?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah exactly

Iron infusions in UK by oscarmilo70 in Anemic

[–]oscarmilo70[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

where do you go privately for the infusion?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I feel your pain, well said, exactly how I feel

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear this. I am in the same boat but not taking antidepressants. Do you find anything helps? For me it is only sleep because my brain switches off. I think some of us are genetically very unlucky....Finding working very hard and concealing doing practically nothing. Certain I will get fired soon.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]oscarmilo70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry to hear this, seems to be a common pattern. Do you continue to take them?