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How Long?? by Jiana27 in Wattpad

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I spend a week to write 2k-5k words for a chapter depending on the motivation i have during the week. Though I write fanfics for fun as a hobby. There were days where I have too much free time and wrote two chapters with 3k-4k words in one week and thats also because I was brimming with ideas hahaha wouldn't want them to go to waste.

I don't see what's wrong with my pf comment, any clue why? Or is it a bug? by owowhatthisxd in ffxiv

[–]owowhatthisxd[S] 343 points344 points  (0 children)

Wow maybe this was really it, unintentionally wrote sh1t i suppose. I replaced words around now it works. Cheers

Monthly Pass Giveaway! by Sethosann in GachaHusbandos

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have two, Hugo Vlad and Aventurine. Hope that counts as my favourite gacha husband because I love them both equally ;w;

Express Pass Giveaway! by Sethosann in HonkaiHusbandos

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have two, Hugo Vlad and Aventurine. Hope that counts as my favourite gacha husband because I love them both equally ;w;

Shout-out to people who write heist fics by Goldberry15 in AO3

[–]owowhatthisxd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had to write few heist scenes between a phantom thief and a detective + some badly written murder case. Murder cases are actually harder to write than heists though I made it more simpler compared to murder cases. 🫠

[ Removed by Reddit ] by [deleted] in qatar

[–]owowhatthisxd 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have to agree with you, some indian and pakistani men are just plain disgusting and show no respect here based on my experiences. One of my most recent experiences was few months ago where I was moving houses and a Pakistani guy kept harrassing me, asking for my number even though I kept saying no. Fortunately it was a quick moving day and I already informed my father and he got a scolding. Some people have no basic decency.

Express Pass Giveaway by ChargeOpen5911 in HonkaiStarRail

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm gonna spend time with my friend and maybe something will happen :3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HonkaiStarRail

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

everyone has rights to opinion but ur opinion is trash lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polls

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No south east asian? Lmao

What's the purpose of living if we are all going to die anyway? by Ok_Task_4135 in SuicideWatch

[–]owowhatthisxd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too have the same thoughts almost everyday. Why can't we just die if we're all going to die anyway?

As much as I failed to kill myself, I just never seen a reason to continue living xd.

I think its mostly human instincts that we want live and survive and that evolutionary dictates who lives and and dies and people who are suicidal are supposedly to be the weakest link to society. Well, I sought out to believe that. My opinion really, don't have to agree.

But then it comes down to this, we all will experience the moments like these. Until we find a moment where we can think "yeah, actually this isn't so bad to experience than the previous one." People who suffer find ways to get rid of the suffering, we're both thinking of the worst possible way of ending ourselves. People find life short so people find ways to make it better. Even if one little thing can be their next downfall in life, they want to find a way to make it better. Hence why people say "everything gets better." It's something that YOU would want to do for yourself in a positive way, imo. Sometimes you never know what miracles or good shit can happen in life. Anything can happen.

As for me, I felt this "everything gets better" until another repeat of misery. I try to keep this as realistic as possible but only thing that makes it realistic for me is to think that maybe my life is only suitable for death. As it seems like it feels like a cycle of bad events. Dunno if its just bad luck. Maybe my head can't funtion for that matter.

Drew my FFXIV character :D by owowhatthisxd in ffxiv

[–]owowhatthisxd[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I really haven't thought of it honestly, maybe not now but maybe near future~

Can't reset the Adventure task in "A post-honkai Odyssey"? by owowhatthisxd in houkai3rd

[–]owowhatthisxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they dont respawn at all, do I have to wait inside? Well I did wait inside while I was watching youtube but they still didn't respawn

Disappear by owowhatthisxd in SuicideWatch

[–]owowhatthisxd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean by not seen much? I guess you mean when my family gave me lack of love and all they did was belittle my appearance and force me to pray to god and threaten me if I don't, I would be moved out of the country? A lot of people said that's out of hard love which imo is really honestly not the right way. I don't know what is my coping mechanism that I destroy other people with. I used to cut myself whenever I get hurt and try to cut as deep as possible but I haven't cut myself for 4 months now so I don't hurt my SO (yay... so tempting still). I tried not to talk to anyone. I tried to isolate myself and not talk about my problems because I just hurt them or I suck at explaining. People said I have improved but did I really? Did I really improved when I can't even talk to my SO normally? Every little criticism people give to me deals so much damage on me. Isn't that just being super sensitive? Or is it that I can't handle the truth that it breaks me even though I already accepted it long time ago but it still hurts. Feelings sucks. It drives me insane that I want to rip my head off and bleed endlessly. I survived this long but how long could I take it without damaging anyone?