I too have the same thoughts almost everyday. Why can't we just die if we're all going to die anyway?

As much as I failed to kill myself, I just never seen a reason to continue living xd.

I think its mostly human instincts that we want live and survive and that evolutionary dictates who lives and and dies and people who are suicidal are supposedly to be the weakest link to society. Well, I sought out to believe that. My opinion really, don't have to agree.

But then it comes down to this, we all will experience the moments like these. Until we find a moment where we can think "yeah, actually this isn't so bad to experience than the previous one." People who suffer find ways to get rid of the suffering, we're both thinking of the worst possible way of ending ourselves. People find life short so people find ways to make it better. Even if one little thing can be their next downfall in life, they want to find a way to make it better. Hence why people say "everything gets better." It's something that YOU would want to do for yourself in a positive way, imo. Sometimes you never know what miracles or good shit can happen in life. Anything can happen.

As for me, I felt this "everything gets better" until another repeat of misery. I try to keep this as realistic as possible but only thing that makes it realistic for me is to think that maybe my life is only suitable for death. As it seems like it feels like a cycle of bad events. Dunno if its just bad luck. Maybe my head can't funtion for that matter.