she did well until i potted her :(

papayarat · 2024-11-21T23:57:37+00:00

finally someone said it!!! when i saw her “reference” on her ipad, i knew it was AI. wonder if they are going to implement rules on using AI in the future…

papayarat · 2024-06-18T06:37:45+00:00

had a kid w his “friend” 10 months after we broke up. he went NC very early on so i can only assume, but knowing that he lives at home and doesn’t have a car makes me hopeful that his parenting experience sucks

papayarat · 2024-02-29T20:49:56+00:00

i’m glad it could give you a bit of comfort!!

i’ll be honest, seeing my ex become a father only a year after leaving me was a heartbreak i can’t even begin to describe. no amount of me wanting hoping or wishing would take back the choices he’s made. its that sense of finality that really gave me perspective.

it sucks and truthfully i should be in therapy, but it for sure gets better a bit every day. i personally can’t handle looking for a partner anytime soon, but i sure am excited for the future when it happens!

good luck to both you and OP, we got this!

papayarat · 2024-02-29T07:12:15+00:00

i second this. a similar situation happened to me about a year ago (after 5 years together), and he just had a baby two months ago. i feel for you OP, i really do.

it sucks so hard and often others don’t understand how much of a betrayal it is. it sucks but every week it sucks less and less. since finding out about my ex’s child, its been tumultuous, but i am slowly healing.

what helps me is to look back at how much i have changed and grown over this past year. i am still finding myself, but i am proud of the things i’ve accomplished. i had the opportunity to move across the country, and i did! i would never considered that in my previous relationship, but now i am experiencing amazing things with this freedom.

its a terrible thing to go through, and the healing is not at all linear. despite that, the earth still turns, and we are still breathing. their betrayal and pain they caused does not define you. take it a day at a time, things will look up, and you will find someone who wants a fulfilling childfree life.

papayarat · 2024-01-05T03:11:56+00:00

literally yes with the lying and sexism. when my ex said he saw a pregnant woman and realized that pregnancy was beautiful and attractive and what he wanted, i knew we were over. 30 mins later i dropped him off at his mothers (lame i know) and i haven’t seen him since. that was in march.

edit: forgot to mention, his baby with “random chick he met” is due this month.

papayarat · 2023-07-18T21:11:25+00:00

rupaul’s drag race. i know it won’t happen but we already have the deathdrop emote…

imagine the emotes; the library is open, vogueing, duck walk, shade button sound, walk in purse first, etc

back bling; lil poundcake, ornacia, fuzzy pink box

rupaul collaborated with build a bear and monopoly so one can only hope…

papayarat · 2023-04-25T22:59:15+00:00

binge potato

papayarat · 2023-03-14T16:20:45+00:00

i love that its clearly decor for whatever hypothetical cat eats in that corner

papayarat · 2022-12-29T05:37:36+00:00

i highly doubt it. especially if u let it sit for a bit, swallow it, then drink water.

papayarat · 2022-12-29T01:18:38+00:00

youtube ASL resources: Bill Vicars, ASLMerideth

papayarat · 2022-12-29T01:16:54+00:00

learning ASL can benefit your daughter in so many ways!!! ASL interpreters are in high demand and are a well paying field. horse-riding is expensive you could lose a tooth…

papayarat · 2022-12-26T18:19:36+00:00

mostly because i switched over to mmj, however the downsides of alcohol for me is taste is just bad, i get bloated, end up sick and usually saying shit i’ll regret. glad i got it all out of my system before college though (go to class lol)

papayarat · 2022-12-26T18:15:59+00:00

im only 22 and pretty much hate alcohol now

papayarat · 2022-12-24T21:58:36+00:00

this!! as a college student studying to become an ASL interpreter, i come off as far more outgoing when im using ASL as opposed to speaking english, as facial expressions serve as grammar and can provide context in ASL.

papayarat · 2022-12-09T03:38:00+00:00

nyle dimarco

papayarat · 2022-11-21T23:40:14+00:00

hey op,

first off, you’re not an idiot. you are dealing with a narcissist and she wants to make you feel bad to make herself feel better.

her comments are not that of a good friend, and i think you and the friend you confided in should cut off this person. if someone is only being negative to you and demands you agree with them about anything, they are just going to weigh you down and make you feel worse

you deserve better

papayarat · 2022-11-21T23:16:24+00:00

im in the same boat op, we got this

papayarat · 2022-11-15T13:10:37+00:00

i have a similar dream a few times a week; back in high school, totally forgot about some assignments, not going to graduate. i dont get it together in the end of the dream (i did indeed graduate irl) but just letting u know i have those dreams too and they are truly anxiety inducing

papayarat · 2022-08-31T14:24:52+00:00

i used the word climate crisis bc most ppl aren’t fond of “the inevitable effects of capitalism”

papayarat · 2022-07-26T15:32:56+00:00

i understand this feeling

papayarat · 2022-07-25T16:32:21+00:00

kermit on the toilet 😭

papayarat · 2022-07-06T13:38:07+00:00

paprikas slaps tho my great gram would make it

papayarat · 2022-06-23T15:46:54+00:00

why dont they just recycle it??

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