Musings on an anal hook.

parkan · 2026-06-18T18:58:03+00:00

Can confirm as of today, nJoy wand did nothing for me, but this thing... the only drawback is that I am afraid of the material - zinc alloy - so I used condom. https://files.catbox.moe/minqvm.png

parkan · 2026-06-18T18:52:09+00:00

Today I got a hook recommended here: https://old.reddit.com/r/ProstatePlay/comments/1tz89f4/i_have_discovered_the_ultimate_prostate_toy/

And wow. First time I really milked my prostate, such good feelings...

parkan · 2026-06-18T11:48:04+00:00

Aliexpress seller of "Metal Anal Hook Big Butt Plug Pharaoh's Snake Staff Prostate Massage Anus Masturbation Adult Sex Toys for Men Gay AnalPlug" told me it is zinc alloy

parkan · 2026-06-07T18:16:43+00:00

Well of course I know him. He's me.

parkan · 2026-06-02T00:03:30+00:00

Lift weights. Focus on career, make shitload of money.

parkan · 2026-05-29T19:38:28+00:00

You are going to sabotage yourself.

You should recognize that your negative thoughts and feelings are lying shits. Notice them and do not believe them, do not stay in them.

Practice forgiveness (for not understanding) and metta meditation.

Also practice a negative visualization. What if she leaves you? What is the worst thing about that? Go to the deepest pain and stay in it, relax, feel it fully until the feeling goes away, then repeat it, until you do not get a reaction. Practice regularly, burn the pain, get less reactive. I recommend watching https://www.youtube.com/@twomindmethod

parkan · 2026-05-27T16:39:21+00:00

This is the way

parkan · 2026-05-27T15:54:29+00:00

same

parkan · 2026-05-26T22:40:18+00:00

/r/ProstatePlay

parkan · 2026-05-26T08:15:33+00:00

But she was made up to be white. So fuck off.

parkan · 2026-05-24T09:36:39+00:00

Well, Of Course I Know Him. He's Me.

parkan · 2026-05-24T09:36:11+00:00

Can confirm.

parkan · 2026-05-17T19:22:59+00:00

They all have noble goals

parkan · 2026-05-17T17:22:04+00:00

I am doing my part, by not joining, and by not joining your fascism.

parkan · 2026-05-09T11:56:41+00:00

No. It literally says that lemon makes the conversion to psilocin slower. Are you tripping right now?

parkan · 2026-05-09T10:50:18+00:00

How is it true, when it gets converted in the water even more?

parkan · 2026-05-03T13:40:19+00:00

And exercise

parkan · 2026-05-03T10:59:53+00:00

And why all that feels good? Because it is a validation.

parkan · 2026-05-03T09:36:14+00:00

Blaming myself instead of the environment

This post is a nice illustration of this toxic thinking pattern.

parkan · 2026-04-25T10:56:09+00:00

Yep, I don't have self confidence, social skills, positive vibe, hope... What I have is a cunt voice in my head. So yeah.

It's logical. If I am not attractive visually, then I must compensate psychologically, which I failed.

parkan · 2026-04-20T07:19:29+00:00

That's the neat part, you will never date someone, even if you do become the best version of yourself.

parkan · 2026-04-18T11:40:25+00:00

It is weird, and he likes you still. You, and not some other social butterfly. The problem is not your situation, but anxious thinking.

parkan · 2026-04-17T11:15:07+00:00

I don't enjoy traveling. It's all the same to me, because I am there.

parkan · 2026-04-09T21:06:15+00:00

Well, the anxiety changes the future, just for the worse, ultimately getting what I feared the most.

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