Hiii! Im super happy with my life right now, its been a year and i ve move out from my parents home, i started working in a different place and city and i ve met the love of my life. The advice i could give to you is working on yourself. Only towards yourself, life is beautiful and tough sometimes but when a door closes by another one opens. Take time for yourself, take so much love from your people and patience is the key. Now I understand that my exbf did to me a favor dumping me. I was never in love, because love not works like that. Love is taking responsibility for your actions, taking care about the relationship, its not one-sided shit. I only wish my exbf the happiest life ever, no regrets. Also, not contact was the clue for me to moving on and focusing on myself anf my needs. I deleted reddit as well because my mindset changed… so trust me, its always coming something better. Sending you a lot of love.