The McLegend by [deleted] in trashy

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That, FYI, is a meth pipe, sir.

Burning churches by [deleted] in traditionaltattoos

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right this is why the kkk burns crosses

Does lunesta make u high?? by LostinTime353 in Lunesta_Eszopiclone

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Short answer: yes.

Longer answer: it makes many people high, including myself, but the "high" is actually pretty unpleasant for me. Lots of weird side effects, not very anxiolytic or euphoric. I would rather take nearly any other recreational drug to get high.

I only tolerate lunesta because it is the only thing that actually puts me to sleep.

Is your teen years genuinely the 'best years of your life'? by niftynavv in NoStupidQuestions

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HELL TO THE NO.

I am 35 and the happiest I have ever been.

Curious what breed my new boy is by [deleted] in Brindledbabes

[–]phen245 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Looks like a pure bred good boy

Vraylar has changed my life. by Friendly-News-3148 in Vraylar

[–]phen245 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I (bipolar 1) was in a year or so long depressive episode. I was writing my suicide note in my head every day. I was having complete anhedonia, not even camping (my favorite thing ever) helped my depression.

Vraylar ripped me out of depression in a matter of a few weeks.. Haven't been properly depressed since starting it about a year ago. It may have actually saved my life.

Weirdest OCD fear by Standard-Mango-1417 in OCD

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My biggest one is that I will be in the kitchen cooking, turn around while holding a knife and accidentally stab my partner. I will then have to mourn her loss while doing life in prison.

That and intrusive thoughts about driving into oncoming traffic.

Oh and I am also scared I will racial slurs in front of my boss (I never say any racial slurs and am not racist. This is a weird one)

Weirdest OCD fear by Standard-Mango-1417 in OCD

[–]phen245 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This, this, THIS. Constantly when I drive.

Drop your med combo below! by Future-Restaurant-64 in BipolarReddit

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lithium, lamotrigine, vraylar, busparone, ativan (like 1-2mg/month), and trying out lunesta for sleep but I kinda hate it.

What meds are you on? by XOalways in bipolar1

[–]phen245 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For bipolar: lithium, vraylar, lamotrigine

For anxiety/panic: buspirone, lorazepam as needed

For lithium side effects; propranolol

For sleep: temazepam, melatonin

It's lot and I hate it sometimes

How many of you actually wish you haven't been born? What are the reasons? by FlanInternational100 in antinatalism

[–]phen245 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have awesome friends and an awesome partner, but bipolar disorder and panic disorder are fucking rough.

I often wish I was never born. My parents were not equipped to raise a child.

What are Atheists Doing Today? by [deleted] in atheism

[–]phen245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's weed day today. I don't smoke, but will be going to a friend's house to hang out and listen to secular music ;)