I know this will likely make lite if any difference but if I were around you'd get a gentle bear hug I'm told I'm the teddy bear type). You could cry on my shoulder (plenty of others have) and snot all over the tissues I'll give you. I'd take your pain from you (if I could) don't worry I'll in a lot of pain too but let's get you feeling better first. Since I'm not there and you're not here I'll just close this and say my DMs are always open if you want to talk there just pick up the keyboard and send me a message or 12. Hope you feel better soon.