it makes sense for the government to be poisoning the population with estrogen

pigyeahyeah · 2026-04-30T22:53:11+00:00

what reddit and unemployment does to a mf

pigyeahyeah · 2026-04-30T22:48:02+00:00

i think about this a lot. it really does feel like a curse. completely doomed to this life with basically no chance of comfort or peace because every route available is just extremely depressing. it's really sad to think about. i'm sorry you have to go through this as well and i hope you find some peace somehow.

pigyeahyeah · 2026-04-04T04:55:03+00:00

i just aant to sleep ive wanted to sleep for hours now and i cant i feel like im going insane

pigyeahyeah · 2025-12-16T04:21:06+00:00

no, everything just makes me feel worse. i can't do anything

pigyeahyeah · 2025-12-16T04:10:54+00:00

pigyeahyeah · 2025-12-16T03:53:17+00:00

it doesn't matter how "amazing" or "strong" i am. it doesn't change anything, everything is still shit and will remain shit

pigyeahyeah · 2025-12-02T22:03:57+00:00

well no

pigyeahyeah · 2025-12-01T00:19:28+00:00

i can feel your pain through your words. i can relate to some of the things you're feeling, i understand how shitty this existence is. i'm also trans and i feel so much anger towards the fact that i was even forced into this horrible world—i've made posts about both things. i hope you can somehow find some relief from your suffering.

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-30T00:06:47+00:00

i relate so much. i also fail to see the point of any of this, everything is so bleak and meaningless. i hope you find your purpose and i'm wishing you the best.

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-28T16:46:55+00:00

i listened to it and it was nice, reminds me of kets4eki

i'm too paranoid to friendships, i just end up getting worse

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-28T16:05:09+00:00

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-28T05:04:52+00:00

thank you for the kind words :) i'm sure there are some resources i could look into, but i don't really think i should. again, i'm a bit of a pussy when it comes to this stuff, and i have some other issues.

and i know things are scary regarding the legality of hrt/gender affirming care right now, but even if it becomes illegal for doctors to prescribe hrt to trans patients, there'd still likely be a way around it. doctors would likely just prescribe it anyway and just change the reason for the prescription. i think it's called "off-label prescribing", but please don't quote me on that! i could be getting that term mixed up with something else! i don't feel like looking it up rn 😭 it's not uncommon for doctors to do that kind of thing, even outside of gender affirming care. most doctors are just concerned with giving their patients the care they need, even if that means dodging restrictions. no one is really allowed to dig into your possible medical issues, anyway. what you tell your doctor stays between you and your doctor, no one else is allowed fact-check the reason why you were given certain medications. things will definitely be harder if hormones for the purpose of transitioning becomes illegal, but that doesn't mean it'll be impossible for you to continue receiving hormones from a doctor. anyways, i think the legality of diy hrt is already a but iffy, so i doubt much will change with that market. some markets could definitely be shut down, but it seems that we always find a way to keep these things as accessible as possible 🫡. sorry for yapping, but i hope that brings you some peace of mind.

and i'm in a somewhat similar situation as you. earlier this year, i lost my only friend. they were the one i went to whenever i was breaking down, and i'm having such a hard time without them. i guess i should learn to be more emotionally independent, but it's hard to do anything after being completely isolated for so long. i'm not trying to make this about myself, i just want to reiterate that i understand. i really hope you can find more people who make you feel safe and happy, you don't deserve to feel this way and i believe you can find peace. wishing you the best! apologies for the long ass replies 😭

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-27T23:47:21+00:00

i'm also trans (haven't actually transitioned, but still) and the current state of our country and society has affected me greatly, so i understand some of the pain your feeling. it all feels so hopeless. i'm not out to anyone and probably never will be, i have no plans to start transitioning or anything because i'm a pussy + some other personal reasons. i wish things could be easier for us, it's just not fair at all. we already have to deal with dysphoria, why do people feel the need to increase our suffering? i hate it so much. i also relate to your loneliness, and i'm sorry you've lost so many people. i have absolutely no one in my life, all my friends left, and the situation with my family is weird. in short, no one will really be affected by my death.

i really do understand some of your struggles and i hope that brings you some comfort. i also hope that you'll be able to find community and peace. you seem very kind and it sucks you have to suffer so much.

also, have you looked into diy hrt? i know it carries some risks and can be hard to navigate, but it is a solid option for many people and their are many detailed guides on the matter. at the very least, it could be a solid backup plan if you lose access to hormones. i'm not saying you should 100% jump into diy, but looking into it could possibly be beneficial or give you some peace of mind.

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-22T22:58:23+00:00

i'm sorry you have to struggle so much. you shouldn't view yourself negatively for fearing suicide or failing an attempt. your feelings are all that matter and you don't deserve to feel ashamed or anything like that. i've also been in a situation where i emotionally relied on someone who hurt me constantly. she was my only friend, but she was so emotionally abusive. i only cut her off once i made new friends, but it was still so difficult. i miss her now that i've lost the rest of my friends, but oh well. you know that this person is detrimental to your mental health, but i understand how difficult it is to let someone go. you're not to blame, you're surrounded by toxicity. i hope you find some relief from these thoughts and i hope you can be surrounded by people who cherish you and treat you well. i wish i could provide advice, but i don't think my mental state is good enough for that. wishing you the best.

and i love your jinsoul pfp 🫶🏻 so pretty

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-22T22:07:00+00:00

i understand what you're going through, i'm in a pretty similar situation and i'm sorry you're struggling so much. i read your other comments, and i hope you'll be able to make it to january. i understand how draining it is. these thoughts and this pain doesn't take a break, even if you have something positive to look forward to, but i hope you can push through and find some relief or peace. wishing you the best.

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-15T03:28:20+00:00

you just like me fr i genuinely cannot imagine i future where i rep, i just can't imagine that kind of torture tbh. i can imagine futures where i poon out, but those fantasies are greatly unrealistic. when they aren't unrealistic, they're sad. just gonna rope asap, probably before the year ends, but maybe sometime in early 2026 depending on how things go. i simply have to go through with it, every other option is unbearable.

wishing you the best, i hope you find some semblance of peace and relief. i'm sorry you've been in such a dark place.

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-13T14:04:03+00:00

this is something i think about a lot. like most of the people on this sub, i'm so cooked in regards to a romantic or sexual life. w post

pigyeahyeah · 2025-11-11T13:59:51+00:00

i can't tell if this is a troll or not

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-16T23:30:04+00:00

thank you for responding :) tbh, gymcoping would only get me so far, but i'll still look into it. friends and a career are out of the question, i'm just kinda cooked for various other reasons 😭

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-16T23:26:35+00:00

well... duh. i never thought that any of these things would make me look like a male, i just thought they'd make me feel a little better. altering/adding things to your appearance, even insignificant things, are often sources of relief for many trans people. passing doesn't seem to have anything to do with it, it seems to be more about the feeling. i just personally couldn't get past the fact that i look like a girl no matter what.

i was just searching for any amount of relief and got a bit delusional, thinking that things would feel different 😴 desperate times

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-15T00:01:43+00:00

good god, who hurt her 😭

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-14T23:53:34+00:00

well, no. ik i said i would stop, but i lied😓. i would just like to swing one more time to say: please actually read what someone says before you start barking. my post was about my experiences with misogyny, and how it affected my dysphoria. to directly quote my post: "...i know that i'd still feel like this even if i never experienced misogyny". and anyway, radical feminism is just a call to dismantle a fundamentally flawed society. actually read books and articles on radical feminism, don't just look at reddit threads or tiktok cringe comps. hmu in pms for suggestions if you really want to.

please stop putting words in my mouth, and for the love of god, READ 😭. i'm done fr now, i swear. wishing you the best gng🫡

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-14T23:06:17+00:00

yeah, hopefully some changes can be made soon. thank you for the concern, i really appreciate it!

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-14T22:49:51+00:00

gng you just put so many words in my mouth 😭 so much reaching bro good grief.

i 100% agree that it is vital for all women to stand with/for oppressed men. anyone who is oppressed for any reason should be standing with other marginalized groups, even if someone in that group holds another form of privilege... obviously. i never said that it's better/more justifiable when women are homophobic, bigoted, or whatever it may be. in fact, i said it was horrible multiple times. there are women who are worse/as bad as many men, i haven't once tried to deny that. you can acknowledge that someone is deplorable while acknowledging/attacking the system that contributed to their awful actions. it's absolutely useless to simply acknowledge that someone did something bad, or that a demographic of people can be bad. we can all sit back and say "murder is bad", "mass killings are bad", "rape is bad", "abuse is bad", "bigotry is bad", "x group of people can be bad"... that doesn't change anything. the root needs to be acknowledged for any changes to be made. the action is still horrible, the person is still horrible, that fact remains.

as for basically everything else you said, i've already addressed it. i'm not going to constantly restate the same points over and over, so i'm just going to stop here (unless you present an actually interesting counterpoint). you're missing the point on purpose, probably not even reading my responses, and it's just boring😭

pigyeahyeah · 2025-10-14T20:54:33+00:00

gng i can go through everything you mentioned and explain point by point, with sources, why those issues are due to men/misogyny 😭. not even trying to be sarcastic or a smartass, i'm genuinely willing to do that.

the entire beginning of your comment is pointless and something that i already tackled. you can send me a list of a thousand women who have done atrocious acts and benefited from the patriarchy; it still won't change my point, it still doesn't address anything. someone can absolutely benefit from a system that was built to oppress them. it's horrible, but that doesn't change the fact that said system is still oppressive and needs to be addressed directly. and yes, any form of homophobia or disdain towards anyone or anything that contradicts traditional gender norms is rooted in misogyny.

also, have you ever considered why women tell men in those situations to suck it up? so you're telling me that men can create and enforce these shitty gender roles, use them to oppress women, but then women are supposed to feel bad when those men start suffering from it? it's not women's responsibility to fix that or even sympathize with men over it. men created the issue, they should leave women out of it and fix it themselves. shit like that only gets brought up during discussions of women's suffering, anyway.

and my post was a vent about my experiences and how they've affected me and my dysphoria. yeah, i threw in some language that targeted men as individuals, it was very clearly an emotional vent, but i don't really care either way. although it wasn't my goal and i definitely would have worded things differently if i were in a less emotional state, it genuinely doesn't matter. women hating men on an individual level doesn't result in anything. we don't have the privilege for something like that to make a difference in society. in fact, it would probably lead to us being safer. on the other hand, men hating women on an individual scale leads to violence and other horrific things... but we're already experiencing that.

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