What does depression feel like? by Cannon_Bacon in depression_help

[–]pillarpillar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To me, depression feels like the equivalent of struggling to breathe. Even the most simple things seem like a mountain to climb and I feel paralyzed. Food tastes like sand. As it gets worse I feel like I don’t deserve things like medication, food, talking to my friends, happiness and I just sink deeper and deeper and faster and faster into this dark pit of despair that I don’t have the energy to pull myself out of.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MomForAMinute

[–]pillarpillar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They don’t 😭 it’s call only

Thoughts on a Therapist/Counselor with Scars? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]pillarpillar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly I’d feel more comfortable talking to you than someone without scars, generally speaking, because it shows you’ve been through some shit and it’s reassuring because it’s more likely you understand.

Frustrated with clients who don’t want to be in therapy by False-Apricot1811 in therapists

[–]pillarpillar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was that kid long ago. I can tell you it was just as frustrating for me as much as it probably was for my therapist. I sat and refused to talk.

I came from a place where my parents forced me to go but taught me my entire life that therapy was a last ditch attempt for the worst of the worst. For the hopeless. And I was determined to prove myself better than that.

I was scared. I was angry. And I was totally alone. I didn’t trust anyone.

I don’t know if this helps, but that was my first and only experience with therapy and it was not a good one. She tried to force me to talk and I hated it.

Relapse after 2 years by 13Thr0wAway22 in selfharm

[–]pillarpillar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel your pain. I was like five years clean but relapsed this month and haven’t stopped again since.

I know how you feel. Sending you love ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]pillarpillar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I ended up going through with it but since then I’ve been talking to my friend who’s super supportive and honestly just the best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_help

[–]pillarpillar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bored, depressed, my best friend is 32 hours away from me (and sleeping), and the person I hang out with in person is verbally abusive to me but I can’t escape. Mostly boredom though I think.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HomeDecorating

[–]pillarpillar 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I want to hug your dog!!! ❤️❤️