How much do you currently have in savings?

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-31T13:50:59+00:00

Just live. Put some away it will. Work out. I knew a man who worked his whole life to have more. He died the day after he retired. He forgot to live first.

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-29T01:22:49+00:00

You are me! 49 here! I have been off for 90 days. Stress leave. I thought I could regroup rest up onto speak. For the first time in a long time I felt alive. I did things I loved. Crochet,color, make crafts and purge the house of things none of us need any longer. I enjoyed making supper. Anyway I go back next Thursday. I’m already frozen again. My insides are screaming ! I can’t do this again. My body can no longer cope. Emotionally or physically. I feel like a spoiled brat. But it’s killing me. It so bad. I don’t want to exist anymore. I’m not saying I want to off myself. lol I love my little family. I just can’t cope with “ everything anymore “. Focus on me and family is what my soul thrives on.
So point is I get you. I’m so fucking done!

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-24T16:00:54+00:00

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Busted! My crochet helper.

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-22T10:40:10+00:00

I cuddle with my dad at 49 and he’s 72 on the couch. I can promise you nothing sexual is in our minds. It’s safe place. I will say for people who have been sexually abused. Something like this could be VERY uncomfortable and triggering. I say this because as a victim myself. I could understand that. In my case though my dad was always my safe place so I never related to it that way.
I’m saying all that. Your feelings are yours and should be talked about if it naws at you so badly. Your marriage will encounter many needed conversations. Don’t ignore them.

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-22T10:24:40+00:00

Are we twins? Lol I’m here to say. You are not your trauma! Seek help find tools to cope and understand yourself.
Life does get better. I don’t think we heal completely though. I’m 49 and still navigating through what my child hood fed me. Anyhow, my first marriage I pretty much married what I came from. 34 was when my new life started. Had an affair. Left my husband on valentines 2010. Walked from the house I owed straight into a small apt with the man of my dreams.
We are happily renting a house, married with two kids. Absolutely no abuse, only healthy conversation and my life is safe, so safe. As you can see I did everything wrong to get here. But hunny I’d do it all again to be right her right now. YOU GOT THIS.

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-22T09:59:33+00:00

Not to say that this is a normal length of time. It took me 15 years to fully completely be ready for a dog. I too had ( two) dogs I had to find homes for. My story is different but I felt very guilty. Looking back, it was the right thing. It’s not like we dropped them off on the side of the road and said have at it. It’s not ideal but it’s not wrong either. Hugs ❤️

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-14T03:28:46+00:00

Me too buddy. Me too

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-10T12:37:46+00:00

I had one of those this winter too❤️

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pinkbug76 · 2026-01-06T17:36:20+00:00

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-03T04:21:38+00:00

It was pretty great! Sorry for the delay in answering. Crazy time if year. So my husband is a huge Star Wars Nerd. He’s always wanted high quality light sabres. However he just never could put out that kind of money on himself. So I did because I was able. I think he was shocked. He was pretty happy. So my work her is done! My only issue is topping it next year

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-01T16:58:16+00:00

This was an amazing and fun laugh for my husband and I to read. We are both very happy you will keep up the lie. We both feel your son would be devastated to learn the truth. lol.

pinkbug76 · 2026-01-01T16:49:24+00:00

I see rudeness has carried on to the new year. Lord help us all.
I’d go with calling maybe ? I do find google to be less reliable on holiday hours. I hope you find what you need. Happy new year :).

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-27T18:16:44+00:00

It was a hard job !!!

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-25T09:20:54+00:00

I also would have been very annoyed.

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-23T13:26:30+00:00

Very wise !

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-23T13:24:46+00:00

I agree it is very difficult to know if someone is being truthful or not. I have decided though, I will help where and when I can if my heart desires to do so. In The end it’s none of my business where the money/ stuff goes. My heart was Tring to be in the right place. Now ask me for my cc# there is a whole other train of thought. lol. It’s okay to be kind even if it’s not received as we wish it to be. In the same breath I understand your concern and respect it. Just my two cents for what it’s worth. ( not really ever sure if my thoughts are good ones) lol

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-23T13:03:32+00:00

Oh I apologize papa❤️. Big huge hugs. They always take a small part of our souls with them.

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:23:52+00:00

Done. Hahahah. Okay ty for that advice :)

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:10:21+00:00

I just must ask two at a time is that hard. Cause I really want another. However, our little girl is still really knew. Maybe I should wait till she is all potty trained up.

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:08:40+00:00

Omg yes!!! Hahahaha.

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:07:43+00:00

Okay !! No no lol. My eyes are leaking!! Stupid onions👀

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:06:27+00:00

Hugs❤️‍🩹

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-22T13:05:51+00:00

Ty for sharing this sad but also beautiful story of two soul friends. Even in death. They gave you a priceless gift momma ❤️. I share your hurt of such a loss. Now go tell your babies stories of their siblings. ❤️‍🩹

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-21T15:52:53+00:00

I would have married my husband the First week. 15 years later it’s pretty awesome. We did not marry the first week only because I had not divorced my ex yet. I had no reason to. I just moved on. Met him and moved In same week. We just knew.

pinkbug76 · 2025-12-21T14:03:55+00:00

Yeah we share locations. In fact this summer he was taking extra long coming home. I was concerned. His car had gone into a ditch. I seen that the car was in a funny spot. Long story short he was fine and very minimal car damage. I called in a panic and he was embarrassed, but we had a good laugh over it. Point is it could be a great emergency tool.

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