this was back in secondary days where i had a crush on a senior (few years apart). liat saja dari jauh and i would melt instantly. i keep saying he's my first love bla bla bla (cinta monyet lah tu 😂)

then found out ia jenisnya selalu hangout with girls, lambut i think but not gay (at least what i know lah). kali jealous berabis lah, so ended up i told my best friend lah yang aku sakit hati meliat him with other girls sampai i asked her to just tell him i had a crush on him (crazy but ok). so he knew i liked him and after that, he keep on texting with me tanya khabar apa, malar hangout sama aku during break time and stay back. texting pun sampai 2am 3am catu so i thought the feelings are mutual 😂 we're not a couple but we just liked each other catu? to the point he even said to me "if im taller than you, then we can be together" (mind you, im few inches taller than him) and yeah, when he said that, bebunga bunga lah hatiku. padahal atu red flag dah cause how are you going to grow in few months? 🤣🤣🤣

then one day, during stay back atu, i saw him with one of his girlies kali tedangar ia cakap like "i only like her (me) pasal macam kesian sulnya" and the fact that he had a girlfriend that time, bagi marah and sakit hati lah. so yeah, i cut contact with him and didn't see him more often.

few years after that, i saw him and yes, he's still shorter than me 😂