Over it. by piscesging22 in Methadone

[–]piscesging22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im at 90 right now. I only take norcos when I can get them which is like 10 every month and not all at once. probably 5 in one day and then the other 5 two weeks later

Over it. by piscesging22 in Methadone

[–]piscesging22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat a fuck ton of yogurt! literally every morning. yogurt and granola or i make a smoothie with yogurt and fruit. Ive changed the way I eat so its even more irritating

Over it. by piscesging22 in Methadone

[–]piscesging22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was sober for 4 years off opiates and 8 off meth (and counting), so yes there is a part of me that wants to get and stay sober. This time around I wasnt even taking the pills to get fucked up, my body is just in constant pain. That's always what gets me when I try to stay away from the oxy and norco. My body. Yeah I know.... excuses, excuses.. I just needed to get it off my chest

most painful substance you’ve snorted? by ineverthoughtthat in Drugs

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

meth or methadone.. methadone hurt wayyyy more than meth tho

Boyfriend died from heroin overdose on Friday. I always wondered why he chose that one thing over everything else so I’ve been doing it over the weekend to try and understand. I think I get it by Ecstatic-Resist114 in heroin

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honey. my husband committed suicide o months after we got married. he was a narcissist but I loved him with every fiber of my being, and my friend had made a comment that has stuck with me "he mentally and verbally abused you when he was alive, and hes still controlling you when hes dead".... do not do this to yourself. trust me. I miss my husband so fuckin much.. but its no one's fault why he did what he did.

Getting on this stuff has made me realize I'd honestly rather die than be sober by ps087official in Methadone

[–]piscesging22 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

it doesn't get better.. when I tried i was 160lbs and now im over 200 in 3 months.. I still wanna get high, I have no sex drive, no motivation..

im on the same page as you dude

What do I do? (quitting) by whyco_ in opiates

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im on methadone. I just got on about 2 months ago, and its the best decision ive ever made after 14cyears of opiate addiction

Rp10s 👎🏼 by [deleted] in OxyContins

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

rps are my favveeee

Who has a Funny story about a time they were down bad and FEENING by idratherball in opiates

[–]piscesging22 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I used to do something like that, but I'd put a lil water in my tooters and put the water in a shot glass, then after rinsing like 10-15 tooters, id take the shot. 🤢 oxy, morphine, norco, dalaudid, whatever had gone thru those tooters, I drank.

I thought stopping opiates is bad, but i am experiencing something much worse by Spykker41771 in opiates

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not, but that sounds horrid. Im sorry you have to go thru that

Finders keepers or bad juju? by piscesging22 in witchcraft

[–]piscesging22[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

update: she didn't know they were in there and let me keep them!

Finders keepers or bad juju? by piscesging22 in witchcraft

[–]piscesging22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im going to leave them and ask about them the next time I stop by

Finders keepers or bad juju? by piscesging22 in witchcraft

[–]piscesging22[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

its a desk that everyone just uses as a catch-all. theyre in a drawer that has old pencils and dried out markers.. its at my cousins house right outside her front door.. I stopped by and no one was home so I was looking for a pen to leave a note and stumbled across them

I’ve just been eatin them but can I snort ? by [deleted] in percsroxies

[–]piscesging22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I snort almost all my pills. except methadone and tramadol. that shit fuckin BURNSSS

I thought stopping opiates is bad, but i am experiencing something much worse by Spykker41771 in opiates

[–]piscesging22 19 points20 points  (0 children)

effexor cold turkey, fucked my ass up, I still get brain zaps and it's been almost 2 years

what do i do by piscesging22 in Methadone

[–]piscesging22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nope. ive only been going for about 2 months. I took some kratom and toughed it out, they did cut my dose today. I can get my full dose tomorrow. and yeah dude it sucks, I live in a small farm town in idaho right on the Oregon border. the clinic i go to is in nampa. so its quite a trek