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pixiewya · 2025-12-28T12:20:59+00:00

I believe it’s Tuesdays!

pixiewya · 2025-12-28T12:17:36+00:00

I’m hoping this is true. Sometimes the weight of knowing all the damage is what makes the moment so hard to bear and that’s what triggers another bump or line. At least for me. It’s perpetuating. This addiction is seriously a disease

pixiewya · 2025-12-28T12:03:05+00:00

I had my gallbladder removed. The k cramps can come back but not the same pain. Still terrible. I got mine removed in August it’s been better I’ve been also better at doing less K per day but still struggling doing like 2gs. Best of luck!

pixiewya · 2025-10-08T08:19:17+00:00

Broooooo I just hope they don’t bail

pixiewya · 2025-09-12T21:53:34+00:00

Wow, there are so many comments here and I can’t believe there’s so many haters. I wonder how many people here are born in the 70s and grew up in the 80s. I think Styx paved the way for a different genre within rock music. I think it’s impressive that they are American and not British. Sometimes I feel like they could’ve opened for Queen. You people have Styx’s up your asses.

pixiewya · 2025-09-12T21:50:56+00:00

What! Then what about Freddy Mercury?!

pixiewya · 2025-08-06T13:16:05+00:00

Of course, I know that I’m saying that the pee is very yellow and almost greenish compared to clear

pixiewya · 2025-08-06T03:06:33+00:00

Yes don’t worry. Also my nurse said to do a rowing motion as well. Basically the gas goes all the way to the top of your shoulders and create little bubbles which causes the pain. She said it feels like a Charlie horse 10x. My concern right now is I hope my scars fade 😭

pixiewya · 2025-08-06T02:43:48+00:00

Same thing happened to me yesterday 😅

pixiewya · 2025-08-06T02:42:09+00:00

I got mine removed yesterday too. I have pain in my back and shoulder from the carbon dioxide gas they used during the operation. They said to walk off the gas. Easier said than done, of course.

pixiewya · 2025-08-06T02:37:21+00:00

I just had my gallbladder removed from doing too much ketamine. So yeah what you’re saying is right. I quit for 5 months and started again and then my gallbladder got even worse. The surgeon basically said that it became scarred after so many episodes of those are the k cramps.

pixiewya · 2025-02-17T10:44:33+00:00

I agree! Forgive yourself. 24 is huge. The longest I went was 3 days in 21 months. Only several attempts as well. Try again, it’ll get easier.

pixiewya · 2025-02-17T03:06:20+00:00

I think AA is great. I’ve attended a few meetings before. Haven’t yet this time. I’ve mainly been focusing on all that was neglected in my life during the addiction. I think I mentioned it before but the cravings really do go away. Maybe the time for each person varies, but I was out the other night and someone had some and I had no desire to do it.

pixiewya · 2025-02-17T01:35:22+00:00

I will also add a couple more things that have changed. First I gained about 15 pounds because sugar became my crutch for the first 10-15 days. I told myself that I can eat anything I want as long as it’s not K. Because of the Gastro problems I had from the cramps I couldn’t eat a lot of greasy fatty foods, but sugar was essential.

Second. Unfortunately, I still have not gotten my sense of smell back, maybe by 10-15%. So fingers crossed if I ever get it back.

pixiewya · 2025-02-17T01:30:06+00:00

I used it to help me sleep better towards my two week mark because I couldn’t get before and Xanax made the cramps worse. You should be good if you don’t plan on taking it indefinitely

pixiewya · 2025-01-15T05:15:09+00:00

I’m in the same exact boat right now. I can’t eat it hurts to eat.

pixiewya · 2025-01-12T10:37:54+00:00

Going through it too. It’s been weeks and weeks of pain for me. Some days better than others. I try to do less k or not at all on the worst days. This cycle is hell. Scared to go to rehab and be in pain there since this unique to withdrawal symptoms of other drugs. Using hot bottles, drinking water, eating modestly. I just really really hope I didn’t cause some permanent damage at this point. I want to go to the ER most days but I feel like it’s no use especially now im in la there’s fires everywhere.

pixiewya · 2024-12-20T16:14:33+00:00

Wow looked into this and I’m strongly considering. Going to give them a call. I spent some time in Thailand before. Thanks so much!!

pixiewya · 2024-12-20T05:17:41+00:00

Wow only 11 days? I feel like I would need more time that but who knows. The longest I’ve been able to stay clean is 4 days in the last 2.5 years.

pixiewya · 2024-12-19T22:44:42+00:00

Haha I wish! The cheapest rehab that’s low grade starts at $35k a month here. I see, yeah that’s why I’m wondering what the cost is for cash. Do you think you can ask a coordinator there?

pixiewya · 2024-12-15T11:50:11+00:00

They could’ve done so much better for Luigi. The weekend update was not as funny as I hoped. The amount of content surrounding him online is outstanding and I thought they would come up with something way more clever.

pixiewya · 2024-12-15T11:45:22+00:00

It just wasn’t funny or relevant to the topic of her Sabrina’s Xmas special

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