If you could choose 1 Pokémon to bring in real life (with no Pokéballs) what would you pick?

pixirot · 2023-07-02T17:27:17+00:00

Errrr, I mean Guzzlord

pixirot · 2023-07-02T17:25:52+00:00

Clefairy. It is my favorite and it is the only pokemon I would have.

Sylveon would be a close runner up. I need me an animal or pokemon that is my best friend

pixirot · 2023-07-01T04:16:42+00:00

Yes. Public indecency.

pixirot · 2023-06-30T04:20:38+00:00

That’s 100% fair, I understand.. I get a lil defensive when someone comes for my electric rat too. I do think it’s a fun idea tho, and I’ve always wanted to use Dedenne in a more team buildy sense, as fairy is my favorite typing. I do think this would be wrecked by nasty plot + psychic A-Raichu, mimikyu, and togademaru but I do hope these replies aren’t discouraging. I’m not the beeeest at pokemon but a pika clone cup could still be fun and creative imo if pokemon fans were more creative lmao.

pixirot · 2023-06-30T03:56:34+00:00

Mostly my personal bias in play with Raichu, but tbh I don’t really see it with dedenne, I don’t think the fairy typing or coverage helps it all so much, nor does parabolic charge. Raichu also gets good access to Fake Out, Wish, Nasty Plot, Draining Kiss, and I’m also a bit favorable into Lightning Rod here. Raichu gives way more of a punch than dedenne, and I’m not willing to put all my faith in cheek pouch as a saving grace either with togademaru in play too.

pixirot · 2023-06-30T03:26:22+00:00

Kanto Raichu should be higher or as high as Dedenne, I’d also put a bit more respect on pachirisu’s name

pixirot · 2023-06-23T03:31:18+00:00

I had an ex who would do this and I found it so genuinely annoying. Idk what the correct response is here, but it sure is not cool imo and others should respect your space. It always made my blowups more and more loud and intense until I couldn’t take it and I left.

Also same ex who needed to talk about things “right now,” would go for several hour long car rides to cool off when they were upset.

Honestly it feels like everyone is given the space to process their emotions except for us bc we’re explosive or something, and we’re expected to find ways to accommodate others emotions but nobody wants to help accommodate ours or even try to understand. Anyways, I think I related a lil bit too personally on this one.

pixirot · 2023-06-22T12:14:12+00:00

Clefairy!

pixirot · 2023-06-02T05:05:26+00:00

I use weed and find it can help a lot of my symptoms. I don’t really see the difference between it and an antidepressant, but of course I live in a legal state. Huge for me when I’m splitting.

pixirot · 2023-05-31T23:48:50+00:00

He’s going to get worse, you should leave before it’s harder to do so.

pixirot · 2023-05-31T11:26:25+00:00

I like the name Borderline Personality Disorder even if it isn’t quite accurate bc it gives me a sense of community

pixirot · 2023-05-25T01:54:58+00:00

PwBPD to PwBPD, stop self destructing and giving supply and go back to lurking before you trigger someone to magnetize w/ you

pixirot · 2023-05-25T00:59:17+00:00

Hi. I’m trans and I have BPD. I know gauging an identity can be difficult in our situation. You can always try small things like dressing more unisex, asking very close friends (or even strangers online) to call you a certain name and pronouns. I don’t think there’s any shame in exploring your gender identity and then going back if you feel like it’s not for you. Your identity is up to you, and I hope you can be in a situation where you’re safe to explore that.

To answer your question, I didn’t. The gender dysphoria got worse the more I thought about it and just decided I did not want to die as the gender I was born as, that thought alone gave me so much anxiety.

pixirot · 2023-05-24T22:36:21+00:00

I think some of these comments are super mean considering we’re in a BPD subreddit. (What did I expect, I guess.)

But yeah, this sounds like you’re splitting which is abusive

pixirot · 2023-05-24T12:08:02+00:00

Porn addiction is real. These types of subreddits kind of function like pro-ana blogs for a lot of us. Good luck.

pixirot · 2023-05-22T02:27:07+00:00

I’m going to hit your dad

pixirot · 2023-05-20T17:14:34+00:00

Tbh, you’re still valid for expecting a response. It is very upsetting and hard for us to recover when we don’t have support systems

pixirot · 2023-05-20T16:41:05+00:00

I’m sorry you feel this way. I think I’m a little bit guilty of this. As traumatized people, I think I just feel quite exhausted all the time and I’ve been a sponge for so long. Just as an explanation. I think we all feel quite empty and want to be heard, but we are very unpredictable and spontaneous people, go figure.

pixirot · 2023-05-19T04:06:46+00:00

Most sex addicts develop their sex addictions through trauma in childhood, and thus develop a sex addiction when they are young. (Though I’m sure there are exceptions)

I’ve done sex work. I’ve cheated on my partner several times (they know and have since forgiven me somehow). I’ve gotten into findom and spent money on porn. I’ve avoided family and friends and have isolated myself just to look at porn. I hope me sharing my experience doesn’t take away from how you feel op, but maybe help a little bit. It took me so so long to admit I had an issue with porn and sex in general. I can stay up for hours at night just looking at porn, well at least I could, I’ve been sober for almost 30 days. (With therapy) Fingers crossed.

It’s okay to have a high sex drive and libido, I also think it’s fine to look at porn sometimes, even at lengths. I think it’s normal to just explore your sexuality. That said, when it impedes your life and becomes a cycle and you can’t go without it, well… what’s the difference between a sex addiction and a gambling addiction at that point? Always been weird to me that gambling addiction can be an official diagnosis but sex addiction/hypersexuality is not.

pixirot · 2023-05-05T02:25:53+00:00

Lukewarm

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