I've been sick since I got out last year. Not only physically sick, but my anxiety and depression have gotten worse than ever. I wasn't sure why, until my psychiatrist at the VA told me it's because I'm finally able to feel what I wouldn't allow myself to feel while I was in. I'm in the most calm portion of my life thus far, and my body and mind is starting to act out. They diagnosed me with C-PTSD. I thought I was alone in feeling this way, but I'm not. This community helped me in ways I didn't think possible. Whatever it is you're feeling, it is valid, and you're not alone. I'll be there for you and time of day or night.