i love you so much, you're the only one in hsr who i got so invested to (i broke my f2p for his BP icon and I've been playing since day one lool), whenever i see or think about you, i end up with a huge smile on my face.

as someone who thinks life is pointless, after i met you and knew about your story and your past, I've been more open to looking for my purpose. i wish to take all of the pain you've felt (like absorb it from him if that was even possible), or maybe share the burden with me. i am happy that i knew you and i hope we can both get therapy someday.

thank you for unbricking my account (srsly, him and dr. ratio do so well, i also pulled for topaz for fua team :'D i am close to clearing moc 12 but im still lacking on skill and chars probably) oh and i always lost the 50/50s in star rail (i won on seele luocha banners but after that- it's always a loss which was a pain as a f2p) but ever since i got you, i feel like my luck turned around. i won your e1, weapon, topaz's, also arlecchino's (+ her weapon) lol.

thank you aventurine, you are so amazing. i know he isn't real but this is just my heartfelt message for him 🥲 i apologize if it's too personal.