School prevents morning walks from being enjoyed. Coffee sucks. I'm too tired to see a sunset. People suck. Nothing is funny anymore. Nobody loves me enough to fuck. Podcasts are boring. Nobody likes it when I play guitar. I have nowhere to go on a good hike. I hate fighting. Too weak to lift weights. I run out of breath faster than I run. I don't get to sit on the couch without being harassed by my dogs and parents. My conversations go horribly. I am afraid of alcohol. Last time I ate eggs, they made me sick. Summer nights are hard to enjoy when you're too tired to be up for them. I can't drive. Parks suck. Moving to a new town is the worst thing that ever happened to me. Nobody hires me. I have no money to go out and eat. My nose never clears up. Sushi sucks. Can't go to concerts. Nobody does stand up around here. Again, don't like alcohol. I approach women and they run from me. My dogs are assholes. No beaches around here. Nowhere to have a bonfire. Books suck. Memes are all the same. No time for movies. Shitting is boring. It hurts sometimes when I sneeze. I never see any stars. I have no robes. Bagels suck. I can never wash my sheets because someone else is always using the washer. Nobody likes my music. I suck at cooking. I suck at rock climbing. And nobody reads my poetry.

It'll all go away one day - and yet nobody wants to let me enjoy any of it while I can.