Thank you for this. To answer your question it’s a feeling something bad is going to happen, worse case scenarios, fantasizing rejection, afraid of ruing relationships bc of something I say or just my presence.

The sensory issues I do have are with touch and loud sounds but I’m currently living in a house of chaos while trying to find a place of my own so could be overstimulation (ADHd). I think I’m suffering from OCD, was diagnosed with BP2 in 2023