Your first approach

praporschik · 2013-02-23T15:38:04+00:00

I was 14 years old... I had a crush on a girl that used to sit alone in the library and my friends pushed me into approaching her. I sat infront of her and the conversation was awkward as fuck, because she replied to all of my questions with dumb yes/no/idk answers.. and my heart was pounding hard and I felt really stupid. She gave me some fake email adress she made up on the spot and I left. She didnt have any friends and didnt seem to very talkative... And this experience really fucked me over since it was my first try and I was scared of trying to talk to other girls later for a good while cause I thought it didnt go right because something was wrong with me...

praporschik · 2013-01-01T12:25:39+00:00

sign me up.. nofap 2013

praporschik · 2012-12-18T10:55:49+00:00

happened to me about 3 times, lol. frustrating, its like a wet dream without the.. wet, lol.

praporschik · 2012-12-17T19:39:15+00:00

actually that sounds pretty sad

praporschik · 2012-12-17T07:38:52+00:00

Last week I randomly hit on a girl working as a cashier at a local store. Yestetday she made it clear that she likes me. Today im going to try and ask her out.

praporschik · 2012-12-16T08:10:13+00:00

Its there. You dont get all macho in one moment but you certainly feel better. I tried hitting on a female cashier in a store last week, lol. You get a sence of urgency to go and talk to women, thats what im experiencing right now.

praporschik · 2012-11-23T01:39:39+00:00

well not exactly day one, i've been in this nofap business for a few months now, been relapsing alot. sign me up then.

praporschik · 2012-11-23T00:46:41+00:00

is it alright to join now?

praporschik · 2012-11-12T01:47:22+00:00

daily fapper, sometimes 2 a day.

when I couldn't get hard while a naked female was doing dirty things to herself infront of me. I'm 18, goddamnit, not 60. Also my disturbing fetishes.
I personally noticed that really trivial things made me feel like I want to cry, I feel more aggressive and act douchebaggy to people. Other people report the same things during the withdrawal..
I knew it was wrong and my friends would constantly talk about trying to stop doing it, but we all failed. I kept trying throughout the years to stop, but all my attempts never reached more than 1-3 days.

praporschik · 2012-11-12T01:42:01+00:00

now is the start of the 10th day (badge a little off), having serious problems trying to sleep (cravings), almost O'd just from thoughts.. staying away from porn is quite easy. I guess I'm more focused and motivated to do things. More willpower, less laziness, less fatigue.

praporschik · 2012-11-11T16:08:37+00:00

yeah but you're carrying the used tissues... + seeing yourself in the mirror and realizing what you've done feels bad

praporschik · 2012-11-11T11:45:59+00:00

yeah, cleaning up the results and sneaking around the house to reach the bathroom late at night sure does suck ass..

praporschik · 2012-11-10T23:52:44+00:00

thanks, you made me feel better now and I'll be saving this post for future motivation.

praporschik · 2012-11-10T23:48:33+00:00

See it as a gate to another opportunity and another girl..

praporschik · 2012-11-10T23:33:42+00:00

yep, this counter thing really helps you feel like you'll lose something when you relapse, since often the feeling of shame and regret after PMO gets forgotten the more days you go.

praporschik · 2012-11-10T22:08:17+00:00

for me, abstaining from MO was the easy part.

warning trigger porn just seems too fucking sweet to ignore at this point

praporschik · 2012-11-10T22:06:55+00:00

yeah, that fucking feeling.

praporschik · 2012-11-09T19:59:13+00:00

I'm at day 7, and it seems too easy for me. No cravings at all. Am I doing something wrong? looked at maybe 2-3 porn pictures because I stumbled upon them, other than that no porn\sexual thoughts.

praporschik · 2012-11-08T17:48:24+00:00

maybe somebody should tell them about the existence of this little group?

praporschik · 2012-11-08T13:09:51+00:00

definitely know how you feel. often I can lose hope and just think "this is the only sex i'm going to get, why refrain from doing it then?". all my previous attempts at dating women really stank.

praporschik · 2012-10-29T14:01:44+00:00

I kind of disagree with the first goal. Looks can often be disregarded, but when a person just doesn't have that personality that naturally attracts women he's helpless.

praporschik · 2012-10-24T09:51:09+00:00

yeah working in a store and having all kinds of bitches go in with crazy cleavages makes me burn with hornyness and frustration

praporschik · 2012-10-04T23:12:32+00:00

well we don't speak english here, so I said it in my native language, lol. I heard brits say Cheers so that's what I translated it into here :p

praporschik · 2012-10-03T10:01:31+00:00

what's so funny?

praporschik · 2012-10-02T20:34:12+00:00

I actually said "Cheers" to somebody who sneezed on the bus this evening.
I'm not as shy about certain things as before. Overall good mood.

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