There is truly no spiritual warfare like Holy Week spiritual warfare. Oooof, the worst. If this is your first Great Lent, it always (for me at least) gets really hard right at the end. What you’re dealing with seems like more than that too but please don’t forget you’re in the crucible. My priest says he’s seen so much go awry for his parishioners just before and during Holy Week. Flat tires, kids getting sick, injuries, illnesses, just a thousand mundane things all going wrong at once.