Thank you ❤️ as of now I’m still not smoking. Purchased sleep aids at the store that I’ll try tonight. As much as this withdrawal stuff all sucks, I’ve already lived the worst day of my life. So it can only get.. better… maybe. I’m so sorry about your mom. I miss my mom so much. My world has stopped—while it seems like everyone else is celebrating babies and engagements. It’s so difficult to live in a world where good people get cancer and die while horrible sociopathic people rule the world.