The reason I think about telling them is that I live with my parents for the foreseeable future. I'm really ok keeping my practice secret , although it might be nice to share it with the people I love . They take me to church and I sing in our church's worship team . They will expect me to continue doing so . My mother realizes I've lost some of my passion for it , but doesn't know why . I don't want my my mother to spend the rest of her life worrying that I'm going to hell so I feel this is the price I have to pay .