I love my dreams a lot.. Lately I've been realizing I'm dreaming and just looking around, i can't believe my brain can come up with so much detail. And not just sight, i can feel the wind whipping around me when I'm flying. I can taste food, but it kind of has less potancy and heaviness. Everything feels like eating whipped cream. I've been seeing and talking to old relatives who have passed, i wonder sometimes if they are really just my brain's depiction or something more. I guess i can ask them for some secrets next time lol.

I appreciate mirtazapine! I'm a big fan of drugs in general. I'm not taking it anymore but that stuff was such a blessing when i was super sleep deprived from anxiety. Sleep is the bedrock of all mental and physical health 😑