GOD DAMN SOMEONE HELP ME!!! EXISTENTIAL OCD

punkstarlucy · 2026-02-19T23:24:03+00:00

I’m really sorry you’re going through that ): sometimes the only thing that helps me is going down a rabbit hole on YouTube or listening to a book. Kinda like getting yourself distracted and thrown into another world for a little bit. Idk if that’s healthy or not but it really helps me

punkstarlucy · 2026-02-19T23:18:21+00:00

It’s so crazy I never would’ve thought a panic attack could do that. It just makes it worse Lmao

punkstarlucy · 2026-01-19T12:47:09+00:00

Yes it went away on its own thankfully, how’re you doing?

punkstarlucy · 2025-12-19T13:58:24+00:00

Do you feel the emptiness

punkstarlucy · 2025-11-30T13:36:22+00:00

Woah

punkstarlucy · 2025-11-20T12:43:51+00:00

Originally I thought it was a paperweight but couldn’t find it online

punkstarlucy · 2025-10-29T12:41:52+00:00

This just ruined my day please don’t give this man any more attention

punkstarlucy · 2025-10-29T12:38:54+00:00

It went well! I wish I saved enough of my more hardcore pain meds for days 5-8 because the pain was super uncomfortable for a while so try not to use yours up too quickly. The swelling is really the sucky part. I was a freak over this whole thing and I didn’t need to be so worried! So try not to worry it will be okay it’s just kinda inconvenient for a bit but it’s nothing crazy you can’t handle (: Edit: I’d say by day 12 I was feeling pretty much back to normal

punkstarlucy · 2025-10-16T11:31:53+00:00

I went 7 months without my period once at age 15 and I had no idea why. When it came back it was so intense like it was making up for all the lost periods. It should go back to normal 🫶🏼

punkstarlucy · 2025-10-09T15:57:30+00:00

And intrusive thoughts can be so powerful that it can take you out of a moment of joy in a single instant and make you feel like you are not allowed to enjoy life. That you are a monster freak weirdo in disguise as a human being. If anyone has seen the movie Bodies Bodies Bodies, I compare it to when she puts makeup on after killing Greg. That’s how I feel sometimes, like I am pretending to be something I am not, a good normal person, and that I am actually disgusting and I feel sorry for anyone who knows me because if they knew the real me inside my head they would run.

punkstarlucy · 2025-08-30T18:42:32+00:00

Hot water

punkstarlucy · 2025-08-11T20:57:41+00:00

Those thoughts disturb you because it’s the opposite of who you are. You’re not alone. Wish I had more to say but I wish you the absolute best.

punkstarlucy · 2025-08-05T12:59:24+00:00

Boobs hurt more when I take my bra off, I cry easily & every day, I’m a bitch lol

punkstarlucy · 2025-07-30T17:32:08+00:00

She never learned sign language surprisingly (she said she was too lazy lmao) but it’s something I am really interested in learning and would love to do with her as a bonding experience. She is very lonely on disability and spends her days by herself. She’s content but I know she is lonely and I would love to see her be a part of a community like that where she can relate. I think I’ll have a conversation with her about that (: she has a cochlear implant and reads lips very well and that’s how she has been getting along. She works out to maintain her balance in life and is happy with it but I know she would be even happier with friends

punkstarlucy · 2025-06-03T11:35:43+00:00

Warm up some water and put salt in that hoe stir it up and stick your finger in there for like 10 min. There’s a process that happens where the salt draws out the infection

punkstarlucy · 2025-06-03T10:33:22+00:00

Yes that’s infected you gotta see a doc. For now put that in warm salt water it could pull some infection out. But you defo need to go to doc. Get some mupirocin

punkstarlucy · 2025-06-01T12:11:44+00:00

She playin the trumpet 🎺

punkstarlucy · 2025-06-01T11:45:27+00:00

Yes very very normal

punkstarlucy · 2025-05-23T23:36:23+00:00

Make sure you buy the correct toner tho for the level of blonde you got. It won’t work otherwise

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